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So Much More

So Much More

by Kim Holden 2016 338 pages
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Plot Summary

Love's Illusions and Realities

Love is both dream and disappointment

The story opens with two perspectives on love: Seamus, the idealist who believes in the transformative power of love, and Miranda, the cynic who sees love as a tool for personal gain. Their relationship begins with passion and hope, but quickly reveals cracks as their differing worldviews clash. Seamus is drawn to Miranda's strength and independence, while Miranda is attracted to Seamus's goodness, seeing him as a "get out of hell free card." Their union is built on illusions—Seamus's hope that love can redeem, and Miranda's belief that love is a means to an end. The emotional tone is bittersweet, foreshadowing the unraveling of their marriage and the pain that comes from loving someone who cannot reciprocate in kind.

Miranda's Calculated Games

Manipulation and ambition drive Miranda

Miranda's backstory reveals a childhood shaped by a ruthless grandmother and a weak mother, instilling in her a belief that power is won through cunning, not kindness. She views relationships as strategic, using Seamus's love to build the perfect façade: a successful career, a beautiful family, and social admiration. Miranda's decision to stop taking birth control and orchestrate a pregnancy is a calculated move to secure Seamus's devotion and her own future. Her emotional detachment from intimacy and motherhood is stark, using sex as a weapon and children as accessories. The chapter exposes the emptiness beneath her ambition, and the loneliness that comes from living behind a mask.

Seamus: Hopeful and Broken

Seamus clings to hope despite pain

Seamus narrates the slow disintegration of his marriage, his idealism battered by Miranda's coldness and infidelity. He is a devoted father, pouring his love into his children as Miranda grows increasingly distant. The diagnosis of multiple sclerosis shatters his sense of self, leaving him physically and emotionally vulnerable. Despite his suffering, Seamus remains gentle and forgiving, struggling to maintain stability for his kids. His bitterness grows as Miranda pursues her own desires, but he never stops believing in the possibility of love and redemption. The emotional arc is one of heartbreak, resilience, and the search for meaning amid loss.

Family Fractures

Divorce tears the family apart

The marriage finally collapses under the weight of Miranda's betrayals and Seamus's illness. Divorce is not just a legal separation but the death of a shared dream and the fracturing of a family. The children are caught in the crossfire, each coping in their own way—Kai becomes withdrawn, Rory angry, and Kira clings to small comforts. Seamus is left to pick up the pieces, moving into a modest apartment and struggling with the realities of single parenthood and disability. Miranda, meanwhile, pursues a new life with her wealthy lover, leaving emotional wreckage behind. The pain of abandonment and the longing for normalcy permeate every moment.

Faith Moves In

A new neighbor brings hope

Faith, a vibrant and enigmatic young woman, moves into the apartment below Seamus. Her presence is a breath of fresh air—she offers a mango as a housewarming gift and gives free hugs on the beach, radiating kindness and acceptance. Faith's interactions with Seamus and his children begin to heal old wounds, introducing the possibility of friendship and even love. Her own struggles are hinted at, but she remains a source of light in Seamus's dark world. The emotional tone shifts from despair to cautious optimism, as Seamus begins to rediscover himself through connection with Faith.

Hugs, Mangoes, and Healing

Small acts of kindness spark change

Faith's philosophy of empathy and her willingness to embrace vulnerability have a profound effect on Seamus and his children. Her "free hugs" campaign on the beach becomes a symbol of human connection, breaking down barriers of fear and bitterness. Seamus, initially resistant, finds himself drawn to Faith's authenticity and warmth. The children, especially Kira, blossom under Faith's attention. These moments of healing are contrasted with Miranda's continued absence and neglect, highlighting the power of genuine care over superficial success. The chapter is suffused with hope, as the characters begin to believe in the possibility of happiness again.

The Cost of Ambition

Miranda's ambition leads to ruin

Miranda's relentless pursuit of power and status takes her to new heights—and new lows. She manipulates her way into a vice-presidency, seduces her boss, and ultimately blackmails him into marriage. Her victories are hollow, leaving her isolated and emotionally bankrupt. The birth of her children brings no joy, only resentment at being displaced in Seamus's affections. Her infidelities multiply, and her relationship with her children deteriorates. The cost of her ambition is the loss of everything that might have brought her real fulfillment. The emotional tone is one of emptiness, regret, and the slow realization that success without love is meaningless.

Divorce and Aftermath

Seamus and the children rebuild

In the wake of Miranda's departure, Seamus and his children struggle to adapt to their new reality. The pain of loss is acute, but so is the determination to create a loving home. Seamus's illness presents daily challenges, but he refuses to let it define him. The children, though wounded, begin to heal through routine, affection, and the support of their community—including Faith and the eccentric landlady, Mrs. Lipokowski. Miranda's attempts to regain control through legal battles only deepen the rift. The chapter is marked by resilience, the slow mending of hearts, and the tentative steps toward a new beginning.

Second Chances and New Neighbors

Faith's past and present intertwine

Faith's backstory is gradually revealed: a childhood in foster care, struggles with addiction, and a relentless search for her birth mother. Her empathy is hard-won, born of suffering and survival. As she grows closer to Seamus and his family, she confronts her own fears of intimacy and belonging. The theme of second chances emerges—both for Faith, as she builds a new life, and for Seamus, as he learns to trust and love again. Their relationship is a slow burn, marked by honesty, vulnerability, and mutual healing. The emotional arc is one of hope, as the possibility of real connection becomes tangible.

Faith's Secret Struggles

Faith faces her demons and finds family

Faith's journey is one of self-discovery and redemption. She battles the lingering effects of trauma and addiction, seeking meaning through "research"—immersing herself in different lives to understand herself and others. Her search for her birth mother leads to a poignant revelation: her mother is Hope, the reclusive neighbor downstairs. This discovery brings closure and a sense of belonging that Faith has never known. Her relationship with Seamus deepens, grounded in shared pain and the courage to be vulnerable. The emotional tone is cathartic, as Faith learns that she is worthy of love and family.

Miranda's Downfall

Miranda's schemes unravel

Miranda's life of manipulation and deceit finally collapses. Her marriage to her wealthy lover is a sham, her career in ruins, and her children alienated. The custody battle with Seamus exposes her lies and forces her to confront the consequences of her actions. For the first time, Miranda experiences genuine remorse and the desire to change. Her journey is one of painful self-awareness, as she attempts to rebuild her relationship with her children and make amends for the harm she has caused. The emotional arc is one of humility, regret, and the first stirrings of redemption.

Custody Battles

The fight for the children's future

The legal struggle between Seamus and Miranda is fierce and emotionally draining. Miranda's attempts to paint Seamus as unfit are met with resilience and the support of friends and community. The children's well-being is at stake, and both parents are forced to confront their own failings. Ultimately, the court grants joint custody, recognizing the importance of both parents in the children's lives. The battle leaves scars, but also paves the way for healing and cooperation. The emotional tone is tense, but ultimately hopeful, as the family begins to find a new equilibrium.

Hope's Hidden Past

Hope's story brings healing

The quiet neighbor, Hope, is revealed to be Faith's birth mother, a woman with her own history of trauma and loss. Her story—of abuse, forced adoption, and survival—mirrors Faith's in many ways. The reunion between mother and daughter is bittersweet, filled with pain but also the possibility of forgiveness and connection. Hope's presence in the community becomes a source of strength, her resilience inspiring those around her. The emotional arc is one of reconciliation, as the wounds of the past are acknowledged and slowly begin to heal.

Truths and Transformations

Secrets are revealed, and lives change

The truth about Kira's paternity, Miranda's betrayals, and Faith's past come to light, forcing each character to confront their deepest fears and regrets. Seamus is devastated by the revelations, but ultimately chooses love and forgiveness over bitterness. Miranda, stripped of her illusions, begins to rebuild her life with humility and honesty. Faith, having found her mother and her place in the world, embraces the possibility of lasting happiness. The chapter is a turning point, as the characters shed old identities and embrace new beginnings.

Forgiveness and Redemption

Healing through compassion and acceptance

The path to forgiveness is neither easy nor straightforward. Seamus and Miranda learn to co-parent with respect, putting their children's needs above their own pain. Faith and Seamus, both scarred by the past, find solace in each other's arms, their love a testament to the power of second chances. Hope, once isolated, becomes an integral part of the community. The emotional tone is one of grace, as the characters learn that redemption is possible, not through perfection, but through the willingness to try, to forgive, and to love.

Family Reforged

A new family is created from brokenness

The story culminates in the forging of a new, unconventional family—one built on honesty, acceptance, and mutual support. Seamus and Faith marry, surrounded by their children and friends, symbolizing the triumph of love over adversity. Miranda, having found purpose in service to others, becomes a better mother and friend. The children, once fractured by loss, are whole again, secure in the knowledge that they are loved. The emotional arc is one of fulfillment, as the characters realize that family is not defined by blood, but by the bonds of the heart.

Love, Loss, and So Much More

Love endures, transforms, and redeems

In the end, the story returns to its central question: what is love? Through pain, loss, and the messiness of real life, the characters discover that love is not a fairy tale, but a choice—a daily act of courage, compassion, and hope. It is found in forgiveness, in second chances, and in the willingness to be vulnerable. The final image is one of unity and peace, as Seamus and Faith, surrounded by their family, embrace the "so much more" that life has to offer. The emotional tone is triumphant, a celebration of the resilience of the human heart.

Characters

Seamus McIntyre

Idealist, father, and survivor

Seamus is the emotional core of the novel—a man whose belief in love and goodness is tested by betrayal, illness, and loss. As a devoted father, he pours his heart into his children, striving to shield them from the fallout of Miranda's ambition and his own declining health. His diagnosis of multiple sclerosis is both a physical and existential blow, challenging his sense of identity and worth. Seamus's journey is one of resilience: he endures heartbreak, bitterness, and humiliation, yet never loses his capacity for hope. His relationship with Faith is transformative, teaching him that love is not about perfection, but about acceptance and the courage to begin again. Through pain and forgiveness, Seamus emerges as a symbol of quiet strength and the enduring power of the human spirit.

Miranda McIntyre

Ambitious, manipulative, and ultimately redeemed

Miranda is a complex antagonist—driven by childhood wounds, a ruthless grandmother, and a desperate need for control. She views relationships as transactions, using Seamus and her children to construct a façade of success. Her ambition leads her to betray, manipulate, and ultimately destroy the very things that could have brought her happiness. Yet, beneath her armor lies a deep loneliness and a longing for love she cannot admit. Miranda's downfall is both self-inflicted and tragic, but her journey does not end in ruin. Through loss, humility, and the slow work of making amends, she finds a measure of redemption, learning to love her children and herself. Her transformation is a testament to the possibility of change, even for the most hardened heart.

Faith Hepburn

Wounded healer, seeker, and catalyst for change

Faith is a survivor—of foster care, addiction, and abandonment. Her empathy is born of suffering, her kindness a hard-won choice. Faith's "research" into life is a quest for meaning and belonging, leading her to embrace vulnerability and offer unconditional acceptance to others. Her relationship with Seamus is a slow, healing burn, marked by honesty, mutual support, and the courage to face the past. Faith's search for her birth mother brings her full circle, revealing Hope as the source of her resilience. Through love, forgiveness, and the creation of a new family, Faith becomes the embodiment of second chances and the transformative power of compassion.

Kai McIntyre

Sensitive, loyal, and quietly strong

Kai, Seamus and Miranda's eldest son, is deeply affected by the family's turmoil. He internalizes pain, becoming withdrawn and mature beyond his years. Kai's relationship with his father is a source of strength, while his mother's absence leaves a wound that never fully heals. His accident and recovery become a crucible for the family, forcing each member to confront their fears and priorities. Kai's resilience and capacity for forgiveness mirror his father's, and his journey is one of quiet heroism.

Rory McIntyre

Outspoken, headstrong, and fiercely loving

Rory is the middle child, known for his British accent, sharp wit, and unfiltered honesty. He is quick to express anger and disappointment, especially toward Miranda, but his love for his family is fierce and unwavering. Rory's struggles with change and loss are palpable, but he finds solace in routine, humor, and the support of his siblings. His journey is one of learning to trust and to let go of resentment, embodying the messy, beautiful process of growing up amid chaos.

Kira McIntyre

Innocent, trusting, and the heart of the family

Kira, the youngest, is a symbol of hope and resilience. Her unwavering trust in the goodness of others, her love of pickles and cats, and her ability to find joy in small things make her a beacon of light in the family's darkest moments. The revelation of her true paternity is a shock, but Kira's bond with Seamus remains unbreakable. Her journey is one of innocence preserved, a reminder that love is not defined by blood, but by the daily acts of care and devotion.

Hope (Jane Marie Martin)

Reclusive, gentle, and quietly heroic

Hope is Faith's birth mother, a woman scarred by abuse, neglect, and the loss of her child. Her life is marked by isolation and simplicity, but beneath her quiet exterior lies a deep well of love and resilience. Hope's reunion with Faith is a moment of healing for both, allowing them to reclaim lost years and forge a new bond. Her presence in the community is a source of quiet strength, her story a testament to the power of survival and the possibility of redemption.

Mrs. Lipokowski

Eccentric, nurturing, and community anchor

The landlady of Seamus's apartment building, Mrs. L is a tie-dye-wearing hippie with a heart of gold. She provides food, comfort, and wisdom to her tenants, serving as a surrogate grandmother to the children and a source of support for Seamus and Faith. Her authenticity and acceptance create a safe haven for those in need, embodying the spirit of community and unconditional love.

Benito

Mentor, survivor, and quiet guide

Benito is the crisis manager at the homeless shelter where Faith finds refuge. A former addict himself, he offers wisdom, compassion, and practical help to those struggling to rebuild their lives. His belief in second chances and his willingness to see the best in others make him a crucial figure in Faith's journey. Benito's presence is a reminder that healing is possible, and that kindness can change the course of a life.

Loren Buckingham

Charismatic, powerful, and ultimately empty

Loren is Miranda's wealthy lover and later husband, a man who embodies the allure and emptiness of ambition without love. His relationship with Miranda is transactional, built on mutual manipulation and the pursuit of status. Loren's eventual downfall and his decision to relinquish Kira to Seamus are acts of self-awareness and, perhaps, the first steps toward redemption. He serves as a foil to Seamus, highlighting the difference between power and true fulfillment.

Plot Devices

Dual Narration and Shifting Perspectives

Multiple voices reveal emotional complexity

The novel employs a rotating first-person narration, primarily from Seamus, Miranda, and Faith, with occasional chapters from other characters. This structure allows readers to experience the same events from different emotional and psychological vantage points, deepening empathy and understanding. The shifting perspectives highlight the subjectivity of truth, the unreliability of memory, and the ways in which trauma and hope shape perception. The use of present and past timelines, as well as interludes of letters and confessions, creates a layered narrative that mirrors the characters' journeys toward self-awareness and healing.

Symbolism and Motifs

Objects and actions carry deeper meaning

The recurring motif of the W…E doormat, with only the letters "WE" remaining, symbolizes the possibility of unity and belonging amid brokenness. Faith's free hugs, the housewarming mango, and the act of baking monkey bread all serve as symbols of connection, healing, and the small acts that build community. The motif of second chances—embodied in tattoos, dialogue, and plot twists—reinforces the theme that redemption is always possible, no matter how far one has fallen.

Foreshadowing and Revelation

Secrets and slow reveals drive tension

The narrative is rich with foreshadowing—hints of Miranda's betrayals, Faith's hidden past, and the true nature of Kira's parentage. These secrets are gradually unveiled, often at moments of crisis, forcing characters to confront uncomfortable truths and make difficult choices. The use of dramatic irony—where the reader knows more than the characters—heightens emotional engagement and underscores the cost of deception.

Thematic Juxtaposition

Contrasts highlight growth and transformation

The novel juxtaposes love and ambition, hope and despair, forgiveness and revenge. Characters are often paired as foils—Seamus and Loren, Miranda and Faith, Hope and Mrs. Lipokowski—emphasizing the choices that lead to fulfillment or ruin. The contrast between the warmth of community and the coldness of isolation is a constant undercurrent, reinforcing the message that healing is found in connection, not in achievement.

Redemptive Arc and Cyclical Structure

The story comes full circle

The narrative arc is one of descent and ascent: characters fall into darkness—through illness, betrayal, addiction, and loss—only to rise again through acts of courage, honesty, and love. The cyclical structure, with the epilogue echoing the prologue's meditation on love, brings the story full circle, affirming that while pain is inevitable, so is the possibility of "so much more."

Analysis

A modern meditation on love, forgiveness, and the messy beauty of second chances

So Much More is a deeply emotional exploration of what it means to love and be loved in a world marked by imperfection, trauma, and change. Through its flawed, vividly drawn characters, the novel challenges the myth of the perfect family and the illusion that success or power can fill the void left by a lack of connection. Instead, it offers a vision of redemption rooted in vulnerability, honesty, and the willingness to try again—even after devastating loss. The story's structure, with its shifting perspectives and gradual revelations, mirrors the complexity of real relationships, where truth is often elusive and healing is a process, not a destination. The novel's ultimate message is one of hope: that no matter how broken we become, love—messy, imperfect, and hard-won—can still find us, transform us, and make us whole. In a world that often prizes image over substance, So Much More is a call to embrace authenticity, to forgive ourselves and others, and to believe in the possibility of "so much more" than we ever imagined.

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So Much More is a highly emotional and polarizing book that elicits strong reactions from readers. Many praise the complex characters, particularly Seamus and Miranda, and the exploration of themes like love, family, and redemption. The story's intense emotional impact and Kim Holden's writing style are frequently highlighted. Some readers found the book difficult due to Miranda's unlikeable character, while others appreciated the character development. Overall, the novel is described as a powerful, thought-provoking read that leaves a lasting impression.

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Kim Holden is an author known for her emotionally impactful books. She enjoys reading, writing, and spending time with her husband and son. Holden is passionate about bicycling, social media, and music, with a particular fondness for indie rock bands. She emphasizes the importance of following one's dreams, drawing from her own experience of waiting 20 years before pursuing her writing career. Holden encourages aspiring writers to start immediately and not delay their ambitions. She values connecting with her readers and maintains an active presence on social media platforms like Facebook.

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