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Trouble

Trouble

by Brittanee Nicole 2024 350 pages
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Key Takeaways

1. Escaping the Chains of Abuse

God, why did it take me so long to figure out who he really was?

A pop star's flight. Melina Rodriguez, a three-time Grammy winner, flees her abusive agent and ex-boyfriend, Jason, who has controlled her life and career for nearly a decade. His manipulative texts, ranging from threats to false apologies, highlight the psychological torment she endured, leaving her feeling like a "coward" despite her public success.

Seeking refuge. Desperate for a safe haven, Melina turns to her best friend, Lake Paige, who arranges for her to stay in the quiet town of Bristol with Lake's husband's friend, Declan Everhart, the local fire chief. This decision marks Melina's first step towards reclaiming her autonomy and escaping the constant scrutiny and danger posed by Jason.

The cost of freedom. Melina's escape comes at a heavy price; Jason destroys her music journal, a repository of her soul and creativity, leaving her with severe writer's block. This act symbolizes the profound loss of her artistic voice and personal identity, making her journey to healing not just about physical safety but also about rediscovering her inner strength and creative spirit.

2. Finding Unexpected Sanctuary

Just the sound of his name stirs a sensation to life inside me.

A town's embrace. Melina arrives in Bristol, a charming, patriotic town that immediately offers a stark contrast to her high-pressure life. She's instantly drawn to the local firefighters, particularly the "broody" Chief Declan Everhart and the charming hockey coach, Cade Fitzgerald, sensing a potential for new beginnings and a chance to "find her voice again."

First encounters. Melina's initial interactions with Declan are marked by his stoic demeanor and her playful teasing, while Cade's flirtatious charm immediately sparks a physical attraction. Despite Declan's initial gruffness, Melina feels an inexplicable pull towards him, recognizing an underlying warmth and empathy in his eyes that promises a different kind of connection.

A protector emerges. The charity event, meant to be a fresh start, turns terrifying when Jason tracks Melina down and assaults her. Declan's swift, violent intervention, slamming Jason against a wall and threatening his life, solidifies his role as her fierce protector. This act, though extreme, makes Melina feel truly safe for the first time in years, cementing a deep, unspoken trust.

3. The Unspoken Language of Desire

I’ve shared with Declan.

A daring proposition. After the traumatic event, Melina finds herself drawn to both Declan's protective strength and Cade's intoxicating charm. While sitting with Cade, she boldly asks, "Have you ever shared someone?" Cade's shocking revelation that he has "shared with Declan" ignites a new, thrilling possibility, hinting at a complex dynamic between the two best friends.

A fantasy takes shape. Cade, sensing Melina's curiosity and desire, vividly describes a fantasy involving Declan watching them, detailing how Declan, a "neat freak," would enjoy the "mess" Cade would make of her. This explicit fantasy, coupled with Declan's observed reactions (watching them, licking his lips), confirms Melina's intuition that Declan harbors a hidden desire for both of them.

The first step. Melina, eager to explore this burgeoning connection, takes the initiative by asking Declan to demonstrate his rope-tying technique, a method he uses for anxiety. She then hands him her phone, urging him to call Cade and ask if he's "okay" with Declan tying her up. This bold move pushes Declan to confront his own desires and initiate a conversation that will redefine their relationships.

4. Confronting Past Wounds

I was bigger than him. Stronger than him. And none of that mattered.

Declan's hidden trauma. Melina's vulnerability about her abuse prompts Declan to reveal his own deeply buried trauma: a sexual assault by his mother's boyfriend during college. He recounts the shame, guilt, and the subsequent decision to drop out of college to support his family, leading to his emotionally guarded nature and his intense need for control.

Shared pain, deeper bond. This confession, a secret he'd never shared, creates an unbreakable bond between Melina and Declan. It allows Melina to understand his protective instincts and his struggle with vulnerability, while also validating her own feelings of weakness and self-blame. Their shared experience of trauma becomes a foundation for profound empathy and trust.

A gift of healing. Recognizing Melina's struggle with writer's block and the destruction of her journal, Declan gifts her a new, leather-bound journal with a compass. This thoughtful gesture, coupled with his promise of a soundproof music studio in his basement, symbolizes his commitment to her healing and the reclamation of her artistic voice, offering her a tangible path to "find her way."

5. Embracing Unconventional Connections

I’m in love with my best friend.

Declan's confession. Overwhelmed by his feelings, Declan confesses to Melina, "I’m in love with my best friend." This admission, coupled with "And I’m fucking gone for you, Melina. You own me, sweetheart," reveals the depth of his emotional entanglement. He acknowledges that their unique dynamic, with Melina as the "glue," is what makes "us us."

Cade's long-held desire. Cade, who has harbored feelings for Declan for decades, is ecstatic when Declan finally acknowledges his attraction. He admits that the idea of Melina and Declan together "does something to my brain chemistry," recognizing that Melina completes their dynamic. He openly embraces the polyamorous relationship, seeing it as the fulfillment of a long-held dream.

Alchemy of three. Melina articulates the unique bond between them as "alchemy," a transformative process of "freeing yourself from fears, altering and transforming, refusing to limit yourself to what the world at large may believe is right or proper." This concept perfectly encapsulates their journey of self-discovery and the unconventional love they are building together.

6. The Power of Shared Vulnerability

I’m going to grovel, but I have no fucking idea what that means.

Declan's public declaration. After a period of emotional withdrawal, Declan texts Cade, admitting, "I miss you," and stating he needs to "grovel." This unprecedented vulnerability culminates in him appearing at Cade's hockey game with Melina, wearing custom jerseys that, when combined, spell out Cade's old number (15), symbolizing their unity and commitment to him.

A kiss for all to see. Despite his initial hesitation about public displays of affection, Declan kisses Cade in front of his team and family, a powerful act of acceptance and love. This public acknowledgment, following his private confession to Melina, marks a significant step in Declan's journey of embracing his true self and his love for both Cade and Melina.

Intimacy in the open. The three embark on a night of shared intimacy, with Declan taking the lead in orchestrating their sexual encounters. He guides Cade in preparing Melina for anal sex, and later, allows Cade to penetrate him, fulfilling a long-held fantasy for Cade. This shared vulnerability and exploration of their desires solidify their bond, proving that their love transcends conventional boundaries.

7. Building a New Definition of Family

My home is with you. Wherever the two of you are.

Reclaiming her voice. After her mother's call reveals her brother bailed out Jason, Melina realizes her biological family will never truly support her. This painful realization, however, frees her from seeking their approval. Standing on Hope Street, surrounded by the familiar sights of Bristol, she finds her musical inspiration returning, recognizing that her "home" is now with Declan and Cade.

A studio of love. Declan, in a profound gesture of love and commitment, builds a soundproof music studio in his basement for Melina. This act, born from his desire to keep her and support her dreams, symbolizes his understanding of her deepest needs and his dedication to her healing and artistic resurgence. It's a tangible representation of the safe space they've created for her.

An unconventional family. Melina, Cade, and Declan solidify their commitment to each other, planning to spend Christmas Eve with Declan's family and Christmas dinner with Cade's mother. They openly acknowledge their relationship, with Declan proudly calling Cade his "boyfriend" and Melina his "girlfriend." This acceptance from their loved ones, particularly Cade's mother and Declan's sister, reinforces their belief that their unique bond is not only valid but celebrated.

8. A Future Forged in Love and Acceptance

It’s real, baby. And it’s forever. You, me, and Mel. This is it.

Unwavering commitment. Declan, having overcome his fears and embraced his love for both Melina and Cade, declares their future: "It’s real, baby. And it’s forever. You, me, and Mel. This is it." This powerful statement, made during an intimate moment, signifies his complete acceptance of their polyamorous relationship and his unwavering commitment to both of them.

A symphony of souls. Melina's musical creativity, once stifled by trauma, now flows freely, inspired by the love and safety she finds with Declan and Cade. Their relationship is a "symphony of souls," where each person's unique qualities contribute to a harmonious and fulfilling life. The music she creates is a testament to her healing and the transformative power of their love.

Beyond boundaries. The journey of Melina, Declan, and Cade is a testament to love's boundless nature. They navigate personal traumas, societal expectations, and individual insecurities to forge a relationship built on:

  • Trust
  • Vulnerability
  • Open communication
  • Mutual pleasure and support

Their story redefines what it means to be a family, proving that love, in its most authentic form, can heal, inspire, and create a home wherever hearts connect.

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