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The Exes

The Exes

by Leodora Darlington 2026 384 pages
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Plot Summary

Betrayal's Slow Poison

Marriage cracks under betrayal's weight

Natalie, our narrator, is left hollowed by her husband James's betrayal, the pain gnawing at her sense of self and safety. As James sobs in the next room, Natalie reflects on how betrayal lingers, eroding trust and intimacy long after the initial shock. She's haunted by her own violent impulses, the "monster" within, and the blood on her hands from past relationships. The marriage, once a sanctuary, is now a battleground of paranoia, regret, and simmering rage. Natalie's internal monologue reveals a woman on the edge, struggling to contain her darkness and questioning whether only one of them can survive the wreckage of their union. The emotional tension is palpable, setting the stage for a story of secrets, trauma, and the desperate search for redemption.

Watching, Wanting, Wounds

Natalie's longing and self-doubt surface

In a London café, Natalie watches her boss James from afar, torn between wanting to be seen and fearing exposure. She's drawn to his goodness, a stark contrast to her history of toxic relationships. Therapy and her sister Claire's warnings echo in her mind, reminding her of past mistakes and the dangers of intimacy. Natalie's yearning for connection is shadowed by insecurity and the trauma of her sister's suffering. Her daydreams of a better life with James are tinged with guilt and the ever-present threat of her own destructive patterns. The chapter captures the ache of loneliness, the hunger for validation, and the scars left by family and ex-lovers.

First Ex: Marc's Fall

Teenage love turns toxic, deadly

Natalie's first relationship with Marc is fraught with manipulation, racial microaggressions, and public humiliation. Marc's rejection at prom devastates her, and his subsequent betrayal with her bully Becky pushes Natalie to the brink. The night spirals into chaos—alcohol, shame, and a fatal accident. Marc falls from a rooftop, his death shrouded in mystery and Natalie's fragmented memory. Claire, Natalie's fiercely protective sister, is present, and the lines between accident and intent blur. The trauma of Marc's death becomes a foundational wound, fueling Natalie's fear of her own capacity for violence and setting a pattern of destructive relationships.

Marriage Unraveling

Natalie confronts James's betrayal

The present-day marriage is in crisis. James has stolen Natalie's inheritance, meant for IVF, and canceled their treatment. Their confrontation is raw—James pleads for forgiveness, claiming love, but Natalie is consumed by anger and disbelief. The theft is not just financial but a violation of trust and hope for a family. The emotional stakes are heightened by Natalie's history of loss and her desperate desire to break the cycle of pain. The marriage, once a partnership, is now a site of mutual suspicion and unresolved trauma, with both partners hiding secrets that threaten to destroy them.

Crossing Boundaries

Natalie and James's affair begins

Despite her resolve to avoid attachment, Natalie is drawn into a passionate, secret relationship with James. Their connection is electric but fraught with risk—workplace boundaries blur, and the specter of past trauma looms. Claire warns Natalie to be careful, but the allure of feeling seen and cared for is too strong. The affair is a reprieve from loneliness but also a dangerous gamble, as both Natalie and James carry wounds that threaten to resurface. The chapter explores the intoxicating mix of desire, vulnerability, and the longing for normalcy.

Aftermaths and Regrets

Consequences of past relationships haunt

Natalie's letters to her exes—Marc, Luca, George—reveal the depth of her pain and self-loathing. Each relationship ended in disaster, with Natalie blaming herself for the violence and loss that followed. The letters are confessions and attempts at closure, but they also serve as evidence of her "monster." Therapy becomes a lifeline, but the past is never far behind. The chapter delves into the cyclical nature of trauma, the difficulty of healing, and the ways in which guilt and regret shape Natalie's sense of self.

IVF and Theft

Dreams of motherhood shattered by betrayal

Natalie's hope for a family is dashed when James steals her inheritance to pay off his brother Will's blackmail. The theft is a profound betrayal, compounding Natalie's sense of powerlessness and loss. The couple's financial and emotional future is thrown into uncertainty, and the specter of infertility becomes another wound. The chapter explores the intersection of love, money, and trust, and the ways in which unresolved trauma can sabotage even the most hopeful plans.

Sisterhood and Survival

Claire's fierce loyalty and secrets

Claire emerges as Natalie's protector, willing to do whatever it takes to defend her sister. Their bond is forged in the crucible of family dysfunction and shared trauma. Claire's interventions—at Marc's party, in the aftermath of Luca's betrayal, and during George's violence—are acts of love but also carry their own costs. The sisters' relationship is complicated by guilt, resentment, and the burden of secrets. The chapter highlights the importance of chosen family and the ways in which survival often requires both sacrifice and complicity.

Second Ex: Luca's Secret

Betrayal, humiliation, and revenge

Natalie's relationship with Luca, a charismatic university athlete, ends in public humiliation when a sex tape is leaked without her consent. The violation is compounded by Luca's gaslighting and the complicity of his friends. Claire and Emily rally to support Natalie, but the trauma is profound. Luca's sudden death from a heart condition—possibly exacerbated by drugs—brings a twisted sense of relief and satisfaction. The chapter examines the intersections of race, gender, and power, and the ways in which revenge and justice become blurred in the aftermath of abuse.

Family Shadows

Childhood trauma shapes the present

Flashbacks to Natalie and Claire's childhood reveal a home marked by violence, neglect, and mental illness. Their mother Melissa's instability and their father's abuse leave lasting scars, teaching the sisters to be hypervigilant and self-reliant. The trauma of witnessing their mother's violence and their father's death becomes a template for future relationships. The chapter explores the intergenerational transmission of pain, the difficulty of breaking free from family patterns, and the longing for a different kind of love.

Third Ex: George's Violence

Abuse, self-defense, and loss

Natalie's relationship with George is the most dangerous yet. Isolated and controlled, she endures emotional and sexual abuse until a violent confrontation leaves George dead and Claire gravely injured. The aftermath is devastating—Claire's death severs Natalie's last lifeline, and the guilt is overwhelming. Therapy becomes a necessity, but the trauma is deep and unresolved. The chapter grapples with the limits of self-defense, the cost of survival, and the ways in which violence begets more violence.

Letters and Blackmail

Secrets weaponized, trust destroyed

James discovers Natalie's hidden letters to her exes, interpreting them as confessions of murder. Will, James's brother, uses the letters to blackmail the couple, demanding money in exchange for silence. The web of secrets tightens, with each character manipulating the others to protect themselves. Natalie's sense of agency is eroded, and the marriage becomes a battleground of competing lies. The chapter explores the corrosive power of secrets, the fragility of trust, and the ways in which trauma can be exploited for personal gain.

Therapy and Monsters

Natalie's struggle for self-understanding

Therapy sessions with Dimple (her new therapist) become a crucible for Natalie's self-examination. She confronts her violent impulses, the legacy of her parents, and the guilt over her sister's death. Dimple pushes Natalie to question her narratives, challenging her to separate fantasy from reality. The sessions are both a lifeline and a source of pain, as Natalie grapples with the possibility that she is not the monster she believes herself to be. The chapter delves into the complexities of healing, the limits of therapy, and the search for self-forgiveness.

Childhood Fractures

Family secrets and fractured identities

The narrative returns to the sisters' childhood, exploring the roots of their trauma and the ways in which their mother Melissa's and father's actions shaped their identities. The violence, neglect, and emotional manipulation they endured become the foundation for their adult struggles. The chapter highlights the difficulty of reconciling love and harm, the longing for parental approval, and the ways in which childhood wounds echo into adulthood.

The Truth About Claire

Revelation of the real killer

A shocking twist reveals that Claire, not Natalie, was responsible for the deaths of Marc, Luca, and George. Natalie's blackouts and guilt were misplaced—her sister had been acting as her protector, taking revenge on those who hurt her. The revelation shatters Natalie's sense of self, forcing her to reevaluate her entire narrative. The burden of guilt shifts, but the pain remains. The chapter explores the limits of memory, the complexity of sisterly love, and the ways in which trauma can distort reality.

Will's Leverage

Blackmail, addiction, and desperation

Will's role as blackmailer is complicated by his own struggles with addiction, guilt over Chioma's death, and resentment toward James. The brothers' relationship is fraught with competition, betrayal, and unresolved trauma. Will's demands for money are both a cry for help and an act of self-preservation. The chapter examines the destructive power of secrets, the ways in which family dysfunction perpetuates itself, and the difficulty of breaking free from toxic cycles.

The Therapist's Secret

Dimple's true identity revealed

In a stunning revelation, Dimple is unmasked as Joy, Natalie and Claire's long-lost half-sister. Her infiltration of Natalie's life as a therapist was motivated by a desire for connection, justice, and revenge. Dimple's own history of abandonment and loss mirrors Natalie's, and her actions are both a betrayal and an act of desperate love. The chapter explores the complexities of family, the longing for belonging, and the ways in which trauma can drive people to extreme measures.

James's Dark Past

Uncovering James's history of violence

Investigations into James's past reveal a pattern of relationships with Black women, several of whom died under suspicious circumstances. The most damning is the story of Chioma, James's ex-girlfriend, whose death was ruled an accident but is revealed to be the result of James's violence. The truth shatters Natalie's remaining illusions about her husband, exposing him as a manipulator and possible killer. The chapter delves into the dangers of charm, the insidiousness of abuse, and the difficulty of seeing the truth about those we love.

The Final Confrontation

Violence erupts, secrets exposed

The climax brings all the threads together—Natalie, James, and Dimple/Joy face off in a deadly confrontation. James's manipulations are revealed, and his attempt to kill Natalie is thwarted by Dimple's intervention. The violence is raw and cathartic, a culmination of years of trauma, betrayal, and suppressed rage. The aftermath leaves Natalie physically and emotionally scarred but alive, with the possibility of healing and new beginnings.

Letting Go, Moving Forward

Grief, forgiveness, and hope

In the aftermath, Natalie attends James's funeral, reconnects with Emily, and begins to rebuild her life. The truth about Claire, Dimple, and her own past is painful but liberating. Therapy continues, and Natalie works to let go of guilt, anger, and the need for control. The chapter ends with a sense of cautious optimism—Natalie is not healed, but she is moving forward, learning to live with her scars and to embrace the possibility of happiness.

Characters

Natalie

Haunted survivor, unreliable narrator, seeker

Natalie is a complex, deeply wounded woman shaped by childhood trauma, toxic relationships, and the loss of her sister Claire. Her psychological landscape is marked by guilt, rage, and a persistent fear of her own capacity for violence—the "monster" within. Natalie's relationships are fraught with longing and self-sabotage, as she oscillates between craving intimacy and fearing betrayal. Her marriage to James is both a refuge and a trap, complicated by secrets, infertility, and financial betrayal. Natalie's journey is one of self-discovery, as she confronts the truth about her past, her family, and her own nature. Her development is marked by increasing self-awareness, the painful process of letting go, and the tentative embrace of hope and connection.

James

Charming manipulator, secret abuser, tragic figure

James is Natalie's husband, a man whose outward kindness and competence mask a history of violence, manipulation, and deep insecurity. Haunted by his own family trauma and the accidental (or not) death of his ex-girlfriend Chioma, James is driven by fear and a need for control. His relationship with Natalie is both genuine and exploitative—he loves her but also uses her pain for his own ends. James's actions—stealing Natalie's inheritance, blackmailing his brother, and ultimately attempting to kill Natalie—reveal a man undone by his own secrets. His psychological unraveling is both chilling and pitiable, culminating in his suicide and the collapse of the world he tried to build.

Claire

Fierce protector, avenger, tragic casualty

Claire is Natalie's younger sister, a magnetic and intuitive presence who becomes both shield and sword. Her loyalty to Natalie is absolute, driving her to commit acts of violence against those who hurt her sister. Claire's actions—killing Marc, Luca, and George—are motivated by love but leave her burdened by guilt and ultimately lead to her own death. Her absence haunts Natalie, who both idolizes and resents her. Claire's legacy is one of sacrifice, complicity, and the enduring power of sisterhood.

Dimple/Joy

Long-lost half-sister, therapist, avenger

Dimple, later revealed as Joy, is Natalie and Claire's half-sister, the product of their father's affair. Abandoned and isolated after her mother's suicide, Dimple becomes obsessed with reconnecting with her family and seeking justice for her mother's pain. Her infiltration of Natalie's life as a therapist is both a quest for belonging and an act of revenge. Dimple's actions are morally ambiguous—she manipulates, betrays, and ultimately saves Natalie. Her development is marked by a struggle to reconcile her longing for family with her need for retribution, and by the painful process of forgiveness and self-acceptance.

Will

Addicted brother, blackmailer, scapegoat

Will is James's older brother, a man undone by addiction, guilt, and resentment. His relationship with James is competitive and fraught, shaped by family dysfunction and the shared trauma of Chioma's death. Will's blackmail of James and Natalie is both an act of desperation and a bid for power. Despite his flaws, Will is also capable of kindness and remorse, and his interactions with Natalie reveal a man struggling to break free from the cycles of his past.

Marc

First love, abuser, victim

Marc is Natalie's high school boyfriend, whose manipulation, racism, and public humiliation leave lasting scars. His death at a party—pushed from a rooftop, possibly by Claire—becomes the first in a series of traumatic losses that shape Natalie's sense of self and her fear of her own violence.

Luca

Charismatic athlete, betrayer, victim

Luca is Natalie's university boyfriend, whose charm masks a capacity for cruelty and violation. The leaking of a sex tape and his subsequent death from a heart condition (possibly drug-induced) bring both relief and guilt. Luca's betrayal and demise deepen Natalie's trauma and complicate her relationship with revenge and justice.

George

Abusive partner, catalyst for tragedy

George is Natalie's most dangerous ex, a man whose emotional and sexual abuse culminate in a violent confrontation that leaves him dead and Claire fatally injured. George's death is both a liberation and a source of enduring guilt, marking the end of Natalie's innocence and the beginning of her quest for healing.

Emily

Loyal friend, voice of reason

Emily is Natalie's childhood friend, a steadfast presence who offers support, tough love, and a mirror for Natalie's choices. Their friendship is strained by secrets and distance but ultimately endures, providing a model of healthy connection and forgiveness.

Melissa (Natalie's Mother)

Wounded matriarch, source of pain and wisdom

Melissa is a complex figure—both victim and perpetrator of harm. Her mental illness, emotional volatility, and history of violence shape Natalie and Claire's childhoods, leaving them with deep wounds and a longing for approval. Melissa's inability to change or fully atone is both a source of frustration and a reminder of the limits of forgiveness.

Plot Devices

Unreliable Narration and Memory Blackouts

Natalie's fractured memory distorts reality

The novel employs an unreliable narrator, with Natalie's blackouts and dissociative episodes obscuring the truth about her past. This device creates suspense and ambiguity, as both Natalie and the reader question what really happened in the deaths of her exes. The eventual revelation that Claire was the true perpetrator recontextualizes earlier events, highlighting the fallibility of memory and the ways in which trauma can distort perception.

Letters as Confession and Evidence

Letters bridge past and present, fueling blackmail

Natalie's letters to her exes serve as both confessions and plot catalysts. They provide insight into her psyche, reveal the depth of her guilt, and become the leverage used by Will (and later James) to manipulate and control her. The letters are a tangible manifestation of the secrets that haunt the characters, driving the plot toward its explosive climax.

Therapy as Framing Device

Therapy sessions structure the narrative's emotional arc

The novel is punctuated by therapy sessions, which serve as both a space for self-examination and a site of manipulation. Dimple's dual role as therapist and half-sister adds layers of complexity, blurring the boundaries between healing and harm. The sessions allow for deep psychological exploration, the gradual unveiling of secrets, and the ultimate confrontation with the truth.

Family Secrets and Generational Trauma

Hidden histories shape present-day choices

The legacy of family violence, mental illness, and abandonment is a central plot device. The revelation of Dimple/Joy's true identity, the truth about Claire's actions, and the exposure of James's past all hinge on the uncovering of long-buried secrets. The novel explores how the past is never truly past, and how the sins of one generation echo in the lives of the next.

Foreshadowing and Misdirection

Hints and red herrings build suspense

The narrative is rich with foreshadowingNatalie's fear of her own violence, the recurring motif of knives, the references to missing memories. Misdirection keeps the reader guessing about the true nature of the characters' actions and motivations, culminating in a series of twists that upend expectations and force a reevaluation of earlier events.

Dual Timelines and Nonlinear Structure

Past and present intertwine, deepening emotional impact

The story unfolds across multiple timelines, with flashbacks to childhood, past relationships, and pivotal moments interwoven with the present-day crisis. This structure allows for a gradual revelation of character motivations, the layering of trauma, and the building of suspense as the truth is slowly uncovered.

Analysis

A modern exploration of trauma, identity, and the limits of self-knowledge

The Exes is a psychological thriller that interrogates the ways in which trauma shapes our relationships, our sense of self, and our capacity for healing. Through its unreliable narration, nonlinear structure, and complex characters, the novel explores the cyclical nature of violence, the burden of family secrets, and the longing for redemption. It challenges the notion of clear-cut villains and victims, instead presenting a world in which everyone is both wounded and complicit. The story's twists—particularly the revelation of Claire as the true avenger and Dimple as the long-lost sister—underscore the difficulty of truly knowing oneself or others. The novel ultimately suggests that healing is possible, but only through the painful process of confronting the past, letting go of guilt, and embracing the messy, imperfect work of living. In a world obsessed with appearances and easy answers, The Exes offers a nuanced, unflinching look at the darkness within us all—and the possibility of light.

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3.71 out of 5
Average of 406 ratings from Goodreads and Amazon.

The Exes receives mostly positive reviews with an average 3.71/5 rating. Readers praise its unpredictable twists, morally complex characters, and exploration of trauma, identity, and domestic suspense. Many highlight the protagonist Natalie's unreliable narration and her troubled past involving dead exes. The dual timelines and psychological tension keep readers engaged, though some find the plot over-the-top or implausible. Several reviewers note disbelief that this is a debut, commending the author's sharp writing. Common criticisms include pacing issues, too many twists, and occasional incredibility. Content warnings address domestic abuse, gaslighting, and trauma.

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Leodora Darlington is a London-based writer of Ghanaian heritage making her literary debut with this psychological thriller. She earned a distinction in her Masters in Creative Writing from Brunel University, studying under notable authors including Benjamin Zepheniah. Recognized as a Bookseller Rising Star in 2021, Darlington brings diverse publishing experience to her writing. She previously worked as a bookseller at the prestigious Harrods department store and spent several years as an editor, where she helped publish numerous bestselling fiction titles. Her background in both bookselling and editing has evidently shaped her storytelling approach in this critically acclaimed debut novel.

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