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Hatefully Yours

Hatefully Yours

by Roxanne Tully 2023 400 pages
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Plot Summary

Ice and Old Wounds

Angel faces her haunted past

Angel Collins, once a star figure skater, is paralyzed by the memory of a devastating fall that ended her career. Now, she watches from the sidelines as her former friends, the Ice Girls, rehearse routines she once led. The cold rink is both a comfort and a torment, a place where her old life lingers just out of reach. Her father, Coach Collins, is supportive but distant, and her little sister Rory is a bright spot in her otherwise lonely world. Angel's sense of isolation is sharpened by the indifference of her friends, who seem to have forgotten the anniversary of her accident. The ice, once her stage, now feels like a barrier she cannot cross, symbolizing the emotional wounds she still carries.

Enemies on the Rink

Jace and Angel's rivalry ignites

Jace Knight, the Buffalo Blades' cocky defenseman, has always clashed with Angel. Their antagonism is legendary—sharp words, competitive banter, and mutual disdain. Yet beneath the surface, there's a grudging respect and a spark neither will admit. Jace, recovering from a shoulder injury, sneaks extra practice time on the ice, hiding his pain from the team. When he finds Angel skating alone, their old rivalry flares, but so does something new: a recognition of shared vulnerability. Both are haunted by past injuries—physical and emotional—and both are desperate to reclaim what they've lost. Their first real conversation in years is prickly, but it plants the seed for an uneasy alliance.

Family Ties and Fractures

Angel's fractured family dynamics

Angel's home life is a patchwork of loyalty and disappointment. Her father, Royce Collins, is a dedicated coach but struggles to connect emotionally. Rory, Angel's much younger half-sister, is a source of joy but also a reminder of the family's complicated history. Angel's mother is distant, and her friends are unreliable, leaving Angel feeling like an outsider in her own life. The family's interactions are laced with unspoken pain and missed connections. Angel's sense of responsibility for Rory is both a comfort and a burden, and her father's attempts at support often miss the mark. The family's fractured bonds mirror Angel's own struggle to piece herself back together.

Unlikely Alliances

A secret pact is formed

After a tense encounter on the ice, Angel and Jace strike a deal: he'll help her regain her confidence skating, and she'll coach him on winning over a girl he claims to like. Their arrangement is fraught with sarcasm and skepticism, but it gives them both a sense of purpose. Training together in secret, they push each other's limits—Jace challenges Angel to confront her fears, while Angel forces Jace to be honest about his injury and his feelings. Their alliance is built on mutual need, but it quickly becomes something more. The boundaries between rivalry and intimacy begin to blur, setting the stage for deeper connection.

Bargains and Boundaries

Lines blur between help and desire

As their secret training sessions continue, Angel and Jace's relationship grows more complicated. The banter becomes flirtation, and the physical closeness of skating together stirs feelings neither can ignore. Both are fiercely independent, yet they find themselves relying on each other in ways that make them uncomfortable. Jace's injury is a constant threat, and Angel's fear of falling—literally and figuratively—keeps her guarded. Their bargain, meant to be transactional, becomes a lifeline. But the boundaries they set are tested as attraction simmers beneath the surface, and trust becomes both a risk and a necessity.

Training in the Shadows

Growth and vulnerability in secret

Away from the spotlight, Angel and Jace push each other to heal. Angel's confidence on the ice slowly returns, but every step forward is shadowed by self-doubt and the memory of her fall. Jace, meanwhile, hides the true extent of his pain, terrified that admitting weakness will end his career. Their late-night sessions are filled with laughter, frustration, and moments of raw honesty. They share stories, fears, and dreams, forging a bond that is both fragile and fierce. The secrecy of their training creates intimacy, but it also isolates them from the people who care about them, setting up future conflicts.

Sparks and Setbacks

Desire and jealousy complicate progress

The chemistry between Angel and Jace becomes undeniable, leading to moments of passion and confusion. Jealousy flares when Angel suspects Jace's interest in another Ice Girl, and Jace is unsettled by Angel's old skating partner reentering her life. Their progress on the ice is mirrored by emotional breakthroughs and setbacks—each victory is hard-won, and each setback threatens to undo their fragile trust. The outside world intrudes in the form of team drama, family pressures, and the ever-present risk of exposure. Both are forced to confront what they really want—not just from skating, but from each other.

Secrets and Scars

Truths come to light, trust is tested

The secrets Angel and Jace have kept—from each other and from themselves—begin to unravel. Jace's injury is discovered by Coach Collins, threatening his career and his relationship with Angel. Angel's struggle with her self-worth and her fear of letting people in reach a breaking point. The scars they carry, both visible and hidden, are laid bare. Trust is shattered when Jace believes Angel betrayed his confidence, and Angel is devastated by the fallout. The pain of old wounds is compounded by new heartbreak, and both are left questioning whether healing is possible.

Crossing the Line

Betrayal and heartbreak drive them apart

The revelation of Jace's injury and the belief that Angel was responsible for exposing it lead to a painful rupture. Accusations fly, and the fragile trust they built is destroyed. Angel moves out of her father's house, seeking refuge with friends, while Jace isolates himself, consumed by anger and regret. Both are forced to confront the consequences of their actions and the depth of their feelings for each other. The line between love and hate blurs, and the cost of vulnerability becomes painfully clear. Their separation is marked by loneliness, longing, and the realization that neither can move forward without the other.

Tangled Hearts

Paths to forgiveness and self-discovery

In the aftermath of their breakup, Angel and Jace embark on parallel journeys of self-discovery. Angel returns to the rink, determined to reclaim her identity as a skater on her own terms. Jace faces the reality of his injury and the uncertainty of his future in hockey. Both seek solace in friends and family, finding unexpected support and wisdom. Apologies are made, and old wounds begin to heal. The process is messy and nonlinear, but each step brings them closer to understanding themselves and what they truly want. Forgiveness, both of self and of each other, becomes the key to moving forward.

The Cost of Trust

Reconciliation and new beginnings

A chance encounter at a skating showcase brings Angel and Jace back together. On the ice, they rediscover the connection that first drew them together—trust, passion, and the joy of movement. Their performance is a triumph, not just of skill but of healing. Off the ice, they confront the past with honesty and vulnerability, acknowledging the pain they caused and the lessons they learned. The cost of trust is high, but the reward is a love that is stronger for having been tested. Together, they choose to risk their hearts again, forging a new beginning built on mutual respect and understanding.

Breaking Points

Facing fears and embracing change

As Angel and Jace rebuild their relationship, they must also face the realities of their changed lives. Jace's future in hockey is uncertain, and Angel must decide whether to pursue skating competitively or find fulfillment elsewhere. Both are haunted by the fear of falling—of failing themselves and each other. But with the support of friends, family, and each other, they learn to embrace change and let go of the need for control. The breaking points that once threatened to destroy them become turning points, marking the start of a new chapter defined by courage and hope.

Shattered and Alone

Loss, grief, and the struggle to heal

The aftermath of betrayal leaves Angel and Jace shattered. Angel grapples with the loss of trust and the fear that she will never be whole again. Jace is consumed by guilt and the possibility that his career—and his relationship with Angel—are over. Both retreat into themselves, struggling to find meaning in the pain. The support of friends and family is a lifeline, but true healing can only come from within. The journey is slow and painful, but each small victory is a testament to their resilience and the power of love to mend even the deepest wounds.

Second Chances

Reunion and the promise of more

Time, reflection, and the intervention of loved ones pave the way for reconciliation. Angel and Jace confront their fears and admit the depth of their feelings for each other. Apologies are exchanged, and forgiveness is granted—not as a return to the past, but as a commitment to a new future. Their reunion is marked by honesty, vulnerability, and the recognition that love is worth fighting for. The promise of second chances is both a gift and a responsibility, and both are determined not to waste it. Together, they step into the unknown, ready to face whatever comes next.

Redemption on Ice

Triumph and transformation in the spotlight

Angel returns to the ice for a showcase performance, supported by Jace and cheered on by friends and family. The routine is a celebration of her journey—from fear and self-doubt to confidence and joy. Jace joins her on the ice, their partnership a symbol of healing and redemption. The performance is met with thunderous applause, but the true victory is internal: both have reclaimed their sense of self and their capacity for love. The ice, once a place of pain, becomes a stage for transformation and hope.

Healing and Homecoming

Building a future together

With the past behind them, Angel and Jace focus on building a life together. They navigate the challenges of career uncertainty, family dynamics, and the lingering effects of old wounds. Their relationship is tested but strengthened by adversity. Home becomes not just a place, but a feeling—of safety, acceptance, and belonging. Together, they create new traditions and support each other's dreams. The journey is ongoing, but the foundation is solid. Love, once a battleground, is now a sanctuary.

Love, Forgiveness, and the Future

A new chapter begins

In the epilogue, Angel and Jace have found peace—with themselves, with each other, and with the people who shaped their lives. Jace's future in hockey remains uncertain, but his priorities have shifted. Angel continues to skate, teach, and inspire others. Their love is no longer defined by rivalry or pain, but by mutual respect, forgiveness, and the willingness to risk everything for happiness. Surrounded by friends and family, they look to the future with hope, ready to face whatever comes next—together.

Characters

Angel Collins

Wounded skater seeking redemption

Angel is a former figure skater whose career was derailed by a traumatic fall. Haunted by the memory, she struggles with self-doubt, isolation, and the fear of never being whole again. Her relationship with her father is loving but strained, and her role as big sister to Rory is both a comfort and a responsibility. Angel's journey is one of healing—learning to trust herself, to let others in, and to forgive both herself and those who hurt her. Her dynamic with Jace evolves from antagonism to deep, transformative love, as they help each other confront their deepest fears. Angel's resilience, vulnerability, and capacity for forgiveness are at the heart of the story.

Jace Knight

Cocky athlete hiding pain

Jace is the Buffalo Blades' star defenseman, known for his speed, skill, and swagger. Beneath the bravado, he is haunted by a shoulder injury that threatens his career and his sense of identity. Jace's relationship with Angel is defined by rivalry, banter, and a simmering attraction that neither can deny. His journey is one of vulnerability—learning to admit weakness, to ask for help, and to risk his heart. Jace's loyalty to his sister Cora and his complicated relationship with Coach Collins add depth to his character. Ultimately, Jace's willingness to fight for love, even at the cost of his dreams, marks his transformation from self-centered athlete to devoted partner.

Royce Collins (Coach)

Protective father, conflicted coach

Royce is Angel's father and the head coach of the Buffalo Blades. He is a man of few words, driven by duty and haunted by the fear of failing his children. His relationship with Angel is marked by love, guilt, and a struggle to connect emotionally. As a coach, he is tough but fair, demanding excellence from his players—including Jace, whom he both admires and distrusts. Royce's actions, especially his interference in Angel and Jace's relationship, are driven by a desire to protect, but often cause unintended harm. His journey is one of learning to let go and trust his daughter to make her own choices.

Cora Knight

Loyal sister, catalyst for change

Cora is Jace's younger sister, fiercely loyal and deeply intuitive. She is the glue that holds her family together, often acting as a mediator between Jace and the rest of the world. Cora's own struggles with independence and self-worth mirror Angel's, and her actions—especially her decision to reveal Jace's injury—are motivated by love and concern. Cora's presence is a reminder of the importance of family, forgiveness, and the courage to do what's right, even when it hurts.

Nicole Kane

Resilient friend, voice of reason

Nicole is Angel's best friend and a recovering addict. Her journey from rock bottom to stability is a testament to her strength and determination. Nicole provides emotional support, tough love, and comic relief, helping Angel navigate the ups and downs of her recovery and relationships. Her own experiences with pain and healing make her uniquely empathetic, and her loyalty is unwavering. Nicole's presence underscores the importance of friendship and the power of second chances.

Nick Kane

Steadfast captain, protective brother

Nick is the captain of the Buffalo Blades and Jace's best friend. He is a steadying influence, both on the ice and off, and his relationship with his sister Nicole is marked by fierce protectiveness. Nick's romance with Cora adds another layer of complexity to the story, as he navigates the challenges of love, loyalty, and leadership. His wisdom and support are crucial to both Jace and Angel's journeys.

Kerri Reynolds

Cheerful rival, symbol of innocence

Kerri is an Ice Girl and Angel's former friend. Her bubbly personality and untainted optimism contrast sharply with Angel's cynicism. Kerri's role as Jace's supposed love interest creates tension and jealousy, but she is ultimately a catalyst for Angel's growth. Her own insecurities and desire for validation mirror Angel's, highlighting the universal struggle for acceptance and belonging.

Alex Channing

Arrogant ex, source of conflict

Alex is Angel's former skating partner and brief romantic interest. His return to Angel's life stirs up old wounds and jealousy, both for Angel and Jace. Alex's arrogance and inappropriate behavior serve as a foil to Jace's evolving maturity, forcing Angel to confront her past and assert her boundaries. His presence is a reminder of the dangers of settling for less than one deserves.

Rory Collins

Innocent child, symbol of hope

Rory is Angel's much younger half-sister, a bright and mischievous presence in the Collins household. Her innocence and joy are a source of comfort for Angel, and her needs force the family to come together despite their differences. Rory represents the possibility of new beginnings and the healing power of unconditional love.

Paul Riggins (Coach Riggs)

Mentor and healer, voice of wisdom

Coach Riggins is Angel's former skating coach and a key figure in her recovery. His holistic approach to healing and his unwavering belief in Angel's potential provide the guidance she needs to reclaim her confidence. Riggins is a steady, compassionate presence, offering both practical support and emotional insight. His role underscores the importance of mentorship and the value of experience in overcoming adversity.

Plot Devices

Dual Narration and Shifting Perspectives

Alternating voices deepen emotional resonance

The novel employs a dual narrative structure, alternating between Angel and Jace's points of view. This device allows readers to experience the story from both sides, deepening empathy and understanding. The shifting perspectives highlight the misunderstandings, secrets, and emotional barriers that keep the characters apart, while also illuminating their growth and eventual reconciliation. The use of internal monologue and direct address creates intimacy, drawing readers into the characters' inner worlds.

Enemies-to-Lovers and Forced Proximity

Rivalry fuels chemistry and growth

The enemies-to-lovers trope is central, with Angel and Jace's longstanding rivalry providing both conflict and sexual tension. Their forced proximity—training together in secret, navigating shared social circles, and confronting mutual challenges—creates opportunities for vulnerability and connection. The gradual shift from antagonism to intimacy is marked by witty banter, competitive one-upmanship, and moments of unexpected tenderness.

Physical and Emotional Scars as Metaphor

Wounds symbolize deeper struggles

Both Angel and Jace bear physical scars from their injuries, which serve as metaphors for their emotional wounds. The process of healing—through therapy, training, and mutual support—mirrors their journey toward self-acceptance and forgiveness. The recurring motif of the ice rink as both a place of trauma and transformation reinforces the theme of confronting one's fears to reclaim agency and joy.

Secrets, Betrayal, and the Cost of Trust

Hidden truths drive conflict and resolution

The plot is propelled by secretsJace's concealed injury, Angel's hidden pain, and the betrayals that result when these truths come to light. The cost of trust is a central theme: the risk of vulnerability, the pain of betrayal, and the possibility of forgiveness. The narrative structure uses foreshadowing and dramatic irony to build tension, as readers are often aware of secrets before the characters are, heightening emotional stakes.

Redemption Arcs and Second Chances

Transformation through love and forgiveness

Both protagonists undergo redemption arcs, confronting their flaws and making amends for past mistakes. The story emphasizes the power of second chances—not just in love, but in life, family, and self-worth. The climactic skating performance serves as a narrative and symbolic culmination, representing the triumph of healing, trust, and the courage to begin again.

Analysis

A modern romance about healing, trust, and the courage to begin again

Hatefully Yours is more than a sports romance—it's a nuanced exploration of trauma, vulnerability, and the messy, nonlinear path to healing. Through the intertwined journeys of Angel and Jace, the novel examines how old wounds—physical, emotional, and relational—shape our identities and our capacity for love. The enemies-to-lovers dynamic is used not just for romantic tension, but as a vehicle for character growth: rivalry becomes a crucible in which both protagonists are forced to confront their deepest fears and desires. The story's emotional arc is driven by the cost of trust—how easily it can be broken, how painfully it must be rebuilt, and how essential it is for true intimacy. The supporting cast—family, friends, mentors—enriches the narrative, highlighting the importance of community and the many forms of love that sustain us. Ultimately, Hatefully Yours is a testament to the power of forgiveness, the necessity of self-acceptance, and the hope that, even after the worst falls, we can rise again—stronger, wiser, and ready to skate into the future.

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4.03 out of 5
Average of 514 ratings from Goodreads and Amazon.

Hatefully Yours receives an overall rating of 4.03 out of 5 stars. Readers praise the enemies-to-lovers romance between hockey player Jace and figure skater Angel, both recovering from injuries. Many appreciate their banter, chemistry, and how Jace supports Angel's return to skating. The "he falls first" trope and protective MMC are highlights. Some critics note choppy dialogue, rushed pacing, and quick transitions from hate to love. Spice levels vary from moderate to high. Most agree it's an easy, enjoyable read that can stand alone despite being book two in the series.

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About the Author

Roxanne Tully is the author of the Blades of Heart hockey romance series. Based on reader comments, she has built a growing fanbase who appreciate her easy-to-read writing style, well-developed characters, and engaging plots. Readers describe her books as perfect weekend reads with relatable storylines featuring sports romance, angst, and satisfying happily-ever-afters. Many reviewers note they've become fans after discovering her work, with several expressing excitement for future releases in the series, particularly an anticipated age-gap romance featuring Coach Collins. Her books are frequently available on Kindle Unlimited.

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