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Cocky F*ck

Cocky F*ck

by Sheridan Anne 2020 438 pages
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Plot Summary

Shattered Beginnings, Shocking Truths

A night of violence, trauma, and revelation

Ocean Munroe's world is upended in a single night: she's drugged and assaulted at a party, only to awaken to the news that Charles Carrington, the billionaire whose mansion she and her mother work in, has been murdered. The murder weapon—a silver dagger—matches the one that killed her own father months before, igniting a storm of suspicion and fear. Ocean's closest friends, a group of fiercely loyal boys from Breakers Flats, rally to her side, but their protection is as suffocating as it is comforting. As police and privilege collide, Ocean is forced to confront the reality that in Bellevue Springs, justice is a currency she can't afford, and the truth is buried beneath layers of power, secrets, and pain.

Aftermaths and Unraveling Loyalties

Struggling with trauma, seeking solace

Ocean reels from the violence inflicted upon her, haunted by memories and guilt. Her friends—Eli, Milo, and the rest—try to distract and comfort her, but the weight of what's happened is inescapable. The Carrington mansion is in chaos, with police investigations, media swarms, and the staff's lives upended. Ocean's relationship with Colton Carrington, Charles' son, is strained and complicated by grief, anger, and the secrets that swirl around them. As Ocean tries to find her footing, she's forced to question who she can trust, and whether the boys who've always protected her are truly helping—or holding her back.

Grief, Guilt, and Ghosts

Loss, isolation, and the search for connection

The mansion is a mausoleum of grief. Ocean, her mother, and the staff struggle to process Charles' death while Colton withdraws, drowning in alcohol and rage. Ocean's attempts to reach him are met with coldness and rejection, deepening her own sense of abandonment. The funeral preparations become a battleground for control and memory, as the Carrington legacy looms over everyone. Ocean's own trauma is mirrored in Colton's pain, but their inability to communicate leaves them both adrift, haunted by the ghosts of their fathers and the violence that binds them.

Collision of Worlds

Class, violence, and the fight for respect

Returning to school, Ocean is met with cruelty and suspicion. Rumors swirl about her involvement in Charles' death, and she's targeted by privileged classmates who see her as an outsider and a threat. When a confrontation turns violent, Ocean's street instincts take over, and she fights back—literally. The fallout is swift: she's suspended and threatened with expulsion, her tenuous place in Bellevue Springs hanging by a thread. The divide between the wealthy elite and the "trash" from Breakers Flats is sharper than ever, and Ocean is forced to fight for her dignity, her future, and her right to belong.

The Price of Protection

Sacrifice, secrets, and the cost of safety

Ocean's suspension leaves her isolated and vulnerable, but also gives her time to reflect on the tangled web of loyalty and betrayal that defines her life. Her mother's job, their home, and Ocean's own future are all tied to the whims of the Carringtons. When Colton's sisters return, their cruelty and entitlement threaten to push Ocean out entirely. Meanwhile, the boys from Breakers Flats are drawn deeper into the violence and intrigue surrounding the Carrington murder, risking everything to protect Ocean—even as their own secrets threaten to destroy her trust.

Fractures and Fights

Confrontations, confessions, and the breaking point

Tensions explode as Ocean confronts Colton about his self-destruction and the pain he's inflicting on everyone around him. Their relationship is a battlefield of desire and resentment, each pushing the other to the edge. The return of Colton's family only adds fuel to the fire, as old wounds and new rivalries surface. Ocean is forced to choose between her loyalty to the boys who raised her and the dangerous, magnetic pull of Colton Carrington. The fractures in her world widen, threatening to swallow her whole.

Funeral Fires and Family Ties

A funeral erupts in chaos, exposing old wounds

Charles Carrington's funeral is a spectacle of wealth, power, and dysfunction. The return of Colton's mother, Laurelle, and his sisters brings old resentments to the surface. Laurelle's dramatic act—setting Charles' casket on fire—turns the funeral into a media circus and a symbol of the family's unraveling. Ocean, caught between her own grief and the Carringtons' drama, is forced to confront the reality that family is as much a source of pain as it is of comfort. The bonds that tie them together are fraying, and the future is uncertain.

The Cost of Survival

Violence, vengeance, and the price of loyalty

The aftermath of the funeral is a whirlwind of parties, confrontations, and escalating violence. Ocean's loyalty to her boys is tested as Colton forces her to choose between them and her place in the Carrington world. The cost of survival is steep: friendships are broken, trust is shattered, and the line between protector and oppressor blurs. Ocean's own sense of self is at stake as she navigates the treacherous waters of love, loyalty, and revenge.

Lines Crossed, Lines Drawn

Betrayal, heartbreak, and the limits of forgiveness

Ocean's world is rocked by revelations about her father, her friends, and the true nature of the violence that surrounds her. The boys from Breakers Flats are revealed to have been keeping secrets from her all along, and the betrayal cuts deep. As Ocean confronts the truth about her own past and the people she loves, she's forced to draw new lines—between right and wrong, love and hate, loyalty and self-preservation. The choices she makes will define her future, and the person she's becoming.

Secrets in the Cellar

Hidden truths, dangerous games, and the power of choice

A chance discovery in the Carrington wine cellar reveals a secret that changes everything: Jude, Ocean's attacker, has been chained and hidden away by Colton, a living symbol of the violence and vengeance that define their world. Ocean is faced with a choice—seek justice through the broken systems of Bellevue Springs, or take matters into her own hands. The darkness within her is awakened, and she realizes that the only way to reclaim her power is to become the thing she fears most.

The Wolves and the Widows

Gang wars, shifting allegiances, and the legacy of violence

The simmering conflict between the Black Widows and the West Side Wolves erupts into open war, drawing Ocean and her friends into a deadly game of revenge and survival. The lines between friend and enemy blur as old loyalties are tested and new alliances are forged. Ocean's own identity is called into question as she learns the truth about her father's past and her own place in the world. The violence that has always been a part of her life threatens to consume her, and she must decide what kind of person she wants to be.

The Weight of Betrayal

Loss, reckoning, and the search for redemption

The cost of betrayal is paid in blood as the violence escalates and the body count rises. Ocean is forced to confront the reality that the people she loves are capable of terrible things, and that forgiveness is not always possible. The death of Maryne, the beloved housekeeper, is a breaking point for the Carrington household, and Ocean's own sense of safety is shattered. As she struggles to find meaning in the chaos, she realizes that the only way forward is to accept the darkness within herself and those around her.

Blood on the Marble

Revenge, justice, and the end of innocence

The cycle of violence comes full circle as Ocean is forced to take justice into her own hands. The secrets that have been hidden in the Carrington mansion are brought to light, and the true cost of survival is revealed. Ocean's transformation from victim to avenger is complete, and the innocence that once defined her is lost forever. The marble floors of Bellevue Springs are stained with blood, and the future is uncertain.

The New Normal

Rebuilding, redefining, and the hope for something better

In the aftermath of violence and loss, Ocean and Colton try to build a new life together. The return of Laurelle and the twins threatens to upend their fragile peace, but Ocean is determined to hold her ground. The lines between love and power, loyalty and betrayal, are redrawn as Ocean claims her place in the Carrington world. The past cannot be erased, but the future is still unwritten.

The Party and the Panic

Celebration, confrontation, and the return of old enemies

A lavish Gatsby-themed party is both a celebration of survival and a battleground for control. Ocean and Colton's relationship is tested by the return of old enemies and the ever-present threat of violence. The party is a microcosm of Bellevue Springs itself: glittering on the surface, rotten underneath. When Nic and the boys crash the party, the simmering tensions explode, and Ocean is forced to choose, once and for all, where her loyalties lie.

The Return of the Carringtons

Family, power, and the fight for belonging

The return of Laurelle and the twins marks a new chapter in the Carrington saga. Old wounds are reopened, and the battle for control of the mansion—and Colton's future—intensifies. Ocean is caught in the crossfire, forced to defend her place in a world that was never meant for her. The fight for belonging is as brutal as any gang war, and Ocean must decide what she's willing to sacrifice to keep what she's found.

The Final Reckoning

Truths revealed, debts paid, and the end of the beginning

The secrets that have haunted Ocean's life are finally brought into the light. The truth about her father, her own past, and the people she loves is revealed, and the debts that have defined her existence are paid in full. The violence that has shaped her world is both a curse and a gift, and Ocean must decide what kind of person she wants to be. The final reckoning is both an ending and a beginning, as Ocean claims her power and her place in the world.

A Queen's Vengeance

Empowerment, justice, and the birth of a new legacy

In the end, Ocean refuses to be a victim any longer. Confronted with the man who hurt her, she takes justice into her own hands, embracing the darkness within her and becoming the avenger she was always meant to be. The cycle of violence is not broken, but transformed, as Ocean claims her crown and her place as the queen of her own story. The legacy of pain and survival is rewritten, and a new chapter begins.

Characters

Ocean Munroe

Survivor, fighter, and reluctant queen

Ocean is the heart of the story—a girl from the wrong side of the tracks, marked by trauma, loss, and the violence of men. Her journey is one of survival and transformation: from victim to avenger, from outsider to queen. Ocean's relationships—with her mother, her boys from Breakers Flats, and Colton Carrington—are fraught with love, betrayal, and the constant struggle for power and respect. She is fiercely loyal, stubborn, and unafraid to fight for what she believes in, but her greatest battle is with herself: learning to accept her own darkness and claim her place in a world that was never meant for her. Her psychological arc is one of reclaiming agency, confronting the legacy of violence, and forging a new identity from the ashes of her past.

Colton Carrington

Heir, antihero, and broken prince

Colton is the reluctant heir to the Carrington empire, burdened by the expectations of his family and the violence that defines his world. His relationship with Ocean is a battlefield of desire, resentment, and mutual need. Colton is both protector and destroyer, capable of great tenderness and terrible cruelty. His psychological journey is one of confronting his own pain, learning to trust and be vulnerable, and ultimately choosing love over power. The loss of his father, the betrayal of his family, and the violence that surrounds him force Colton to redefine what it means to be a man—and a leader.

Nic (Dominic Garcia)

Protector, leader, and fallen angel

Nic is Ocean's oldest friend and first love, the leader of the Black Widows and a symbol of the violence and loyalty that define Breakers Flats. His love for Ocean is possessive, destructive, and ultimately self-defeating. Nic's psychological arc is one of loss and transformation: the death of his father, the betrayal of his friends, and the violence he inflicts and endures force him to confront the darkness within himself. Nic is both a victim and a perpetrator, a boy who was never allowed to be anything else. His struggle is to find redemption, forgiveness, and a way to let go of the past.

Eli

Comic relief, loyal friend, and wounded soul

Eli is the heart of the Black Widows, a source of humor and light in a world defined by darkness. His loyalty to Ocean is unwavering, but his own pain and trauma are never far from the surface. Eli's role is to protect, distract, and comfort, but he is also a reminder of the cost of survival. His development is marked by moments of vulnerability, courage, and the constant struggle to hold onto hope in the face of despair.

Milo

Best friend, confidant, and seeker of truth

Milo is Ocean's anchor, the friend who knows her best and loves her most selflessly. His journey is one of self-discovery, as he navigates his own sexuality, his place in the world, and his loyalty to Ocean. Milo is both a source of comfort and a mirror for Ocean's own struggles, reminding her of who she is and who she wants to be. His development is marked by honesty, humor, and the courage to be himself.

Sebastian

Protector, mediator, and silent strength

Sebastian is the quiet force in Ocean's life, always present, always watching, always ready to step in when needed. His loyalty is unquestioned, but his own pain and secrets are hidden beneath the surface. Sebastian's role is to mediate, to protect, and to remind Ocean of the strength that comes from vulnerability. His development is marked by moments of sacrifice, courage, and the willingness to put others before himself.

Kairo

Enforcer, realist, and moral compass

Kairo is the muscle of the group, the one who is always ready to fight, but also the one who understands the cost of violence. His loyalty to Ocean is fierce, but he is also unafraid to challenge her, to push her to be better, and to remind her of the consequences of her choices. Kairo's development is marked by moments of honesty, courage, and the struggle to balance loyalty with morality.

Laurelle Carrington

Matriarch, manipulator, and survivor

Laurelle is the embodiment of the Carrington legacy: beautiful, ruthless, and unafraid to burn it all down. Her return to Bellevue Springs is a catalyst for chaos, forcing Colton and Ocean to confront the realities of family, power, and survival. Laurelle is both a victim and a perpetrator, a woman who has learned to survive in a world that values her only for her beauty and her ability to manipulate. Her development is marked by moments of vulnerability, cruelty, and the constant struggle to claim her own power.

Cora and Casey Carrington

Twins, rivals, and agents of chaos

Cora and Casey are the twin sisters from hell, embodiments of privilege, entitlement, and the cruelty of the elite. Their return to the mansion is a declaration of war, and their rivalry with Ocean is a microcosm of the larger battles being fought in Bellevue Springs. The twins are both victims and perpetrators, shaped by their family's dysfunction and their own need for power. Their development is marked by moments of vulnerability, cruelty, and the constant struggle to define themselves in a world that demands perfection.

Jude Carter

Predator, symbol of trauma, and catalyst for vengeance

Jude is the embodiment of the violence and cruelty that haunt Ocean's life. His assault on her is the inciting incident that sets the entire story in motion, and his eventual fate is a symbol of Ocean's transformation from victim to avenger. Jude is both a person and a symbol, a reminder of the darkness that exists in the world and the power that comes from confronting it. His role is to force Ocean to claim her own agency, to become the queen of her own story.

Plot Devices

Duality of Violence and Power

Violence as both curse and tool for survival

The narrative structure of "Cocky F*ck" is built on the duality of violence: it is both the source of Ocean's trauma and the means by which she reclaims her power. The story uses violence not just as a plot device, but as a lens through which to explore questions of agency, justice, and survival. The cycle of violence—trauma, revenge, and the search for redemption—is mirrored in the relationships between characters, the conflicts between gangs, and the battles for control within the Carrington family. Foreshadowing is used to hint at the inevitability of violence, while the constant threat of betrayal and the shifting lines of loyalty keep the reader on edge. The use of secrets, hidden rooms, and buried truths reinforces the idea that power is always hidden, always contested, and always at risk of being lost.

Class Conflict and Social Hierarchy

The struggle for belonging in a world of privilege

The story is structured around the collision of two worlds: the privileged elite of Bellevue Springs and the "trash" from Breakers Flats. Ocean's journey is one of navigating the treacherous waters of class, power, and respect. The use of school as a microcosm of the larger social hierarchy allows the story to explore questions of identity, belonging, and the cost of survival. The constant threat of expulsion, the battles with Colton's sisters, and the struggle to claim a place in the Carrington world all serve to reinforce the idea that power is always contested, and that survival comes at a cost.

Secrets, Betrayal, and the Search for Truth

The past as both burden and weapon

The story is driven by secrets: the truth about Ocean's father, the real reason she and her mother are in Bellevue Springs, the hidden violence that defines the Carrington family, and the betrayals that shape every relationship. The use of hidden rooms, secret documents, and buried bodies serves as both literal and metaphorical representations of the ways in which the past haunts the present. The search for truth is both a quest for justice and a battle for survival, and the constant threat of betrayal keeps the reader—and Ocean—on edge.

Female Agency and Empowerment

Reclaiming power in a world built to destroy

At its core, "Cocky F*ck" is a story about female agency: Ocean's journey from victim to avenger, from outsider to queen. The use of first-person narration allows the reader to experience her transformation in real time, and the constant push and pull between love and violence, loyalty and betrayal, serves to highlight the ways in which power is always contested. The story uses the language of violence, sex, and survival to explore questions of agency, justice, and the cost of reclaiming one's own story.

Analysis

"Cocky F*ck" is a raw, unflinching exploration of trauma, power, and the search for belonging in a world defined by violence and privilege. At its heart, the novel is a coming-of-age story for a girl who has been marked by loss, betrayal, and the constant threat of violence. Ocean Munroe's journey is one of survival, but also of transformation: she learns to reclaim her agency, to confront the darkness within herself, and to forge a new identity from the ashes of her past. The novel is unafraid to confront the realities of sexual violence, class conflict, and the ways in which power is always contested. It asks hard questions about loyalty, justice, and the cost of survival, and refuses to offer easy answers. In a world where the systems of power are rigged against her, Ocean learns that the only way to survive is to become the queen of her own story—to claim her crown, her vengeance, and her right to exist on her own terms. The lessons of the novel are hard-won: that survival is not enough, that justice is never given but must be taken, and that the only way to break the cycle of violence is to claim one's own power, no matter the cost.

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