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August and Everything After

August and Everything After

by Jennifer Salvato Doktorski 2018 336 pages
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Plot Summary

Cat-Eye Glasses and New Beginnings

Quinn escapes her past for summer

After a humiliating scandal involving her band teacher, Quinn Gallo flees her small town to spend the summer at her aunt's beach house on the Jersey shore. She adopts her late grandmother's cat-eye glasses as a shield, hoping to reinvent herself. Working at Keegan's, a local bar, she meets Malcolm Trent, a once-promising musician haunted by tragedy. Their first encounter is charged with awkwardness and curiosity, both recognizing pain in the other. Quinn's new anonymity offers her a fragile sense of safety, but the past lingers, threatening to resurface as she navigates her new environment and the people she meets.

Broken Hearts and Bad Choices

Quinn's romantic history haunts her

Quinn reflects on her pattern of falling for "nobodies"—boys who leave her feeling emptier than before. Her sister Evie's warnings echo in her mind as she recalls losing her best friend Lynn and the string of failed relationships that followed. The trauma of Lynn's death and the fallout from her scandal with the band teacher have left Quinn emotionally guarded. At Keegan's, she finds a tentative camaraderie with coworkers like Liam, who encourages her to consider joining Malcolm's new band. Despite her reluctance, Quinn's love for music and her need for connection begin to draw her out of her shell.

Music, Panic, and Connection

Malcolm's music triggers Quinn's grief

During Malcolm's set at Keegan's, his raw, confessional songs stir painful memories for Quinn, leading to a panic attack. She flees outside, struggling to manage her anxiety and the guilt she carries over Lynn's death. Malcolm follows, offering unexpected kindness and a demo of his new songs. Their shared vulnerability forges a fragile bond, as both recognize the weight of loss and regret in each other. Quinn's defenses begin to falter, and she's left wondering if this connection could be the start of something healing or just another mistake.

Demos, Dreams, and Disappointments

Hope and letdown on the boardwalk

Quinn listens to Malcolm's demos, feeling inspired and seen for the first time in ages. They make plans to meet, but Malcolm arrives drunk and disoriented, shattering Quinn's hopes for a meaningful connection. Despite her disappointment, she helps him, recognizing his pain and the dangers he faces. Their night together is messy and unromantic, but it plants the seeds for a deeper understanding. Quinn's longing for friendship and purpose grows, even as she questions her own worth and the wisdom of getting involved with another troubled soul.

Boardwalk Encounters and Drunken Truths

Quinn confronts Malcolm's vulnerability

After Malcolm's drunken episode, Quinn brings him home to her aunt's house to sober up. Their interactions are laced with humor, awkwardness, and a growing sense of trust. Malcolm's fascination with her aunt's vinyl collection and his gentle curiosity about Quinn's life hint at a desire for connection beyond music. As they navigate the boundaries of friendship and attraction, both are forced to confront their own brokenness. The night ends with unexpected intimacy—not sex, but the comfort of simply being held, offering a glimpse of hope for healing.

Shelter, Showers, and Shared Secrets

Trust deepens through shared pain

The next morning, Quinn's aunt discovers Malcolm in the house, leading to a tense confrontation. Quinn defends her actions, insisting nothing happened, but her aunt warns her about repeating old patterns. Malcolm apologizes for his behavior, and over breakfast, they share more of their stories—Quinn's scandal, Malcolm's addiction, and the losses that haunt them. The honesty between them grows, as does the realization that their connection is both a risk and a lifeline. The possibility of forming a new band becomes a metaphor for rebuilding their lives.

Night of Vulnerability

Quinn and Malcolm find solace together

After a day of emotional upheaval, Quinn and Malcolm spend the night together—again, not as lovers, but as two wounded people seeking comfort. Their physical closeness is tender and healing, a stark contrast to the chaos of their pasts. Quinn's anxiety is soothed by Malcolm's presence, and Malcolm finds rare peace in her arms. The night marks a turning point, as both begin to believe that happiness might be possible, even if only for a moment. The boundaries between friendship and love blur, setting the stage for deeper complications.

Confrontations and Consequences

Family and personal boundaries are tested

Quinn's aunt lays down strict rules after discovering Malcolm in the house, threatening to send Quinn home if she doesn't make better choices. The confrontation forces Quinn to reflect on her actions and the patterns she's repeating. Malcolm, too, is forced to reckon with the consequences of his addiction and the impact it has on those around him. Their budding relationship is tested by external pressures and internal doubts, but both are reluctant to let go. The need for forgiveness—of themselves and each other—becomes increasingly urgent.

Bagels, Backstories, and Band Plans

Honesty and ambition reshape relationships

Over bagels by the bay, Quinn and Malcolm share their darkest secrets—her guilt over Lynn's death, his struggle with addiction and the loss of his bandmates. The conversation is raw and cathartic, deepening their bond and clarifying their desires. Malcolm reveals his plan to form a new band and record an album, inviting Quinn and Liam to join. The prospect of creating something meaningful together offers hope, but also raises new fears about failure and vulnerability. Quinn must decide whether to risk her heart and her future on this uncertain path.

Invitations, Rehearsals, and New Hope

Building a band and a future

As rehearsals begin, Quinn grapples with self-doubt and the pressure to prove herself as a drummer. Malcolm's encouragement and Liam's friendship help her push through, and the band starts to gel. Family tensions simmer as Quinn's mother and aunt debate what's best for her, but the music becomes a refuge. The process of creating and practicing together brings moments of joy and belonging, even as old wounds threaten to reopen. The band's progress mirrors Quinn's journey toward self-acceptance and the possibility of a new beginning.

Family Tensions and Second Chances

Forgiveness and understanding emerge

Quinn's family confronts her about her choices, forcing difficult conversations about trust, responsibility, and the need for healing. Her mother's initial resistance softens as she witnesses Quinn's growth and happiness. Auntsie, too, reveals her own regrets and lost loves, offering wisdom and support. The family's willingness to forgive and move forward gives Quinn the strength to pursue her dreams, even as she acknowledges the risks. The theme of second chances—at love, at life, at happiness—becomes central, as everyone learns to let go of the past.

Sisters, Skepticism, and Self-Discovery

Quinn navigates family and identity

With her sister Evie visiting, Quinn faces skepticism about her choices and her relationship with Malcolm. The sisters' dynamic is fraught with misunderstanding but also deep affection. Evie's protective instincts clash with Quinn's desire for independence, forcing both to reevaluate their roles. Through honest dialogue and shared experiences, Quinn begins to reclaim her sense of self, separate from her mistakes and losses. The process is messy and painful, but ultimately liberating, as she learns to trust her own judgment and embrace her unique path.

Dinner, Drums, and Decisions

Music cements bonds and choices

A dinner with Malcolm, Auntsie, and family becomes a pivotal moment, as the group discusses the band's future and the upcoming recording session. Malcolm's faith in Quinn's abilities bolsters her confidence, while Auntsie's support provides a safety net. The act of playing music together—improvising, making mistakes, and finding harmony—serves as a metaphor for the messy, beautiful process of healing. Decisions about the band, the tour, and personal relationships are made, each carrying the weight of hope and the risk of heartbreak.

Practice, Progress, and Performance

Growth through music and mistakes

As the band prepares for their recording session and live gig, Quinn confronts her fears and insecurities head-on. The challenges of learning new songs, working with a producer, and performing live push her to her limits. Setbacks and conflicts arise, particularly as Malcolm's sobriety is tested and old patterns threaten to reemerge. Through perseverance, honesty, and the support of her friends and family, Quinn discovers resilience she didn't know she had. The journey toward the final performance becomes a crucible for transformation.

Confessions, Forgiveness, and Final Songs

Truths are revealed and wounds begin to heal

The recording session brings long-buried secrets to the surface—Quinn's guilt over Lynn, Malcolm's relapse, and the fragility of their relationship. Emotional confrontations lead to painful but necessary confessions, as both are forced to confront the reality of their struggles. The act of creating music together becomes an act of forgiveness, for themselves and each other. The final song, "That Last Night," serves as a cathartic release, honoring the past while making space for the future. The power of art to heal and connect is affirmed.

Letting Go and Moving Forward

Acceptance and new beginnings

With the summer ending, Quinn faces the reality that not all relationships are meant to last forever. She chooses to stay at the shore, pursue college, and explore a new career in music production, while Malcolm embarks on his tour. Their goodbye is bittersweet, marked by love, gratitude, and the recognition that they have helped each other heal. The lessons of the summer—about forgiveness, self-worth, and the importance of living fully—resonate as Quinn steps into the next chapter of her life, open to whatever comes next.

The Last Gig and Goodbyes

Closure through music and community

The band's final gig at Keegan's is a celebration of everything they've built together. Friends, family, and even old wounds gather to witness the culmination of a summer's worth of growth and healing. Quinn plays one last song with the band, surrounded by love and support. The performance is both an ending and a beginning, as everyone prepares to move on to new adventures. The power of community, the importance of saying goodbye, and the promise of new dreams are all affirmed in this final, joyful act.

New Day, New Dreams

A future shaped by forgiveness and hope

As autumn arrives, Quinn embraces her new life—college classes, a job at the recording studio, and the possibility of new friendships and love. The scars of the past remain, but they no longer define her. The lessons of the summer—about the necessity of forgiveness, the courage to pursue dreams, and the beauty of imperfect connections—guide her forward. The story ends with Quinn open to the future, her heart lighter, and her sense of self stronger than ever. The music, the memories, and the love she found will always be a part of her, shaping the person she is becoming.

Characters

Quinn Gallo

Haunted, resilient, searching for self

Quinn is a young woman marked by trauma, guilt, and a longing for connection. The death of her best friend Lynn and a scandal with her band teacher have left her emotionally scarred and distrustful of her own judgment. Psychoanalytically, Quinn exhibits symptoms of survivor's guilt, anxiety, and a tendency toward self-sabotage. Her relationships—with her family, friends, and especially Malcolm—are shaped by her fear of abandonment and her desperate need for forgiveness. Over the course of the story, Quinn evolves from a passive victim of her circumstances to an active agent in her own healing, learning to forgive herself, embrace her talents, and pursue a future defined by hope rather than regret.

Malcolm Trent

Wounded artist, battling addiction and loss

Malcolm is a talented musician whose promising career was derailed by a tragic accident that killed his bandmates. He struggles with survivor's guilt, addiction, and the pressure to live up to his past. Malcolm's relationship with Quinn is both a source of healing and a potential trigger for relapse, as he oscillates between vulnerability and self-protection. His journey is one of seeking redemption—through music, through love, and through making amends for his mistakes. Malcolm's development is marked by moments of relapse and recovery, honesty and denial, but ultimately, he learns to accept help, set boundaries, and pursue his dreams with renewed purpose.

Auntsie (Annie Gallo)

Supportive, unconventional, surrogate mother

Quinn's aunt Annie, known as Auntsie, provides a safe haven and a model of resilience. A former music journalist and librarian, she embodies the spirit of second chances and the importance of living authentically. Her own regrets and lost loves inform her guidance to Quinn, offering both tough love and unconditional support. Auntsie's relationship with Quinn is maternal but also deeply empathetic, as she recognizes the pain of being "stuck" and encourages Quinn to move forward. Her presence is a stabilizing force, reminding Quinn that family can be chosen and that healing is possible.

Liam

Loyal friend, comic relief, bridge-builder

Liam is Quinn's coworker and eventual bandmate, known for his sarcasm, musical talent, and surprising depth. He serves as both a confidant and a catalyst, encouraging Quinn to join the band and pursue her passions. Liam's own struggles—with family, friendship, and the fear of being left behind—mirror Quinn's, creating a bond of mutual understanding. His relationship with Kiki and his twin sister Lucy add layers to his character, revealing a capacity for loyalty and growth. Liam's journey is one of learning to balance ambition with responsibility, and his friendship with Quinn is a source of strength for both.

Evie

Protective sister, voice of reason, catalyst for growth

Evie is Quinn's younger sister, often serving as the voice of caution and skepticism. Her concern for Quinn's well-being is genuine, though it sometimes manifests as judgment or frustration. Evie's own journey—navigating adolescence, family expectations, and her relationship with Quinn—parallels the larger themes of forgiveness and self-discovery. Through their interactions, both sisters learn to appreciate each other's strengths and vulnerabilities, ultimately supporting each other's growth.

Quinn's Mother (Gemma)

Strict, loving, struggling to let go

Quinn's mother is a complex figure, torn between protecting her daughter and allowing her to make her own mistakes. Her initial resistance to Quinn's choices is rooted in fear and past disappointments, but over time, she learns to trust Quinn's judgment and support her autonomy. The mother-daughter relationship is fraught with tension but ultimately marked by love, forgiveness, and a willingness to start anew. Her journey reflects the challenges of parenting through trauma and the importance of open communication.

Lynn

Absent friend, enduring influence, symbol of loss

Though Lynn is deceased, her presence looms large in Quinn's life. She represents innocence lost, the weight of guilt, and the longing for forgiveness. Lynn's memory shapes Quinn's actions, relationships, and sense of self-worth. The process of grieving Lynn—and ultimately forgiving herself for her role in the accident—is central to Quinn's healing. Lynn's legacy is one of love, reminding Quinn that the past need not define the future.

Kiki

Supportive girlfriend, friend-in-waiting, source of warmth

Kiki is Liam's girlfriend and a steady presence in Quinn's new life. Her kindness, humor, and acceptance offer Quinn a model of healthy relationships and the possibility of new friendships. Kiki's own anxieties about Liam's ambitions and the future mirror Quinn's, creating a sense of solidarity. Her encouragement helps Quinn take risks and embrace the joys of connection.

Travis

Survivor, reminder of the past, catalyst for conflict

Travis is Malcolm's former bandmate and the only other survivor of the accident. His return stirs up old wounds and challenges Malcolm's sobriety. Travis's presence forces both Malcolm and Quinn to confront the realities of addiction, grief, and the difficulty of moving on. He serves as a reminder that healing is an ongoing process, often complicated by the people and memories we cannot escape.

Arnie

Bar regular, symbol of regret and resilience

Arnie, a regular at Keegan's, is a minor but significant character who embodies the dangers of unaddressed pain and the importance of kindness. His interactions with Quinn offer moments of wisdom and perspective, reminding her—and the reader—that everyone carries burdens and that small acts of compassion can make a difference.

Plot Devices

Music as Healing and Metaphor

Music bridges trauma and hope

The narrative uses music—both as a literal activity and a metaphor—for healing, connection, and self-expression. The formation of the band, the process of rehearsing and recording, and the final performances all serve as crucibles for character growth. Music becomes a language through which characters communicate what they cannot say directly, allowing for catharsis, forgiveness, and the forging of new identities.

Dual Narratives of Grief and Recovery

Parallel journeys of loss and redemption

The story intertwines Quinn's grief over Lynn's death with Malcolm's struggle to recover from addiction and the loss of his bandmates. Their parallel journeys create a sense of shared purpose and mutual understanding, even as their paths diverge. The use of flashbacks, confessions, and moments of vulnerability deepens the emotional resonance and highlights the universality of pain and the possibility of healing.

Symbolism of Objects and Places

Objects anchor memory and transformation

The cat-eye glasses, Quinn's bracelet, the drum kit, and the beach house all serve as symbols of identity, protection, and change. The recurring motif of the ocean—ever-changing, sometimes calm, sometimes stormy—mirrors the characters' emotional landscapes. The use of specific places (the boardwalk, Keegan's, the recording studio) grounds the story in a vivid sense of place, while also representing stages of growth and transition.

Foreshadowing and Circular Structure

Narrative echoes reinforce themes

The story employs foreshadowing through repeated imagery (sunrises, music, the ocean) and a circular structure that brings characters back to pivotal locations and moments. The final gig at Keegan's echoes the opening scenes, providing closure and emphasizing the cyclical nature of healing and growth. The use of coda and epilogue-like chapters allows for reflection and the suggestion of ongoing journeys beyond the page.

Honest Dialogue and Internal Monologue

Authentic voices drive emotional truth

The narrative relies heavily on honest, often raw dialogue and internal monologue to convey the characters' struggles and breakthroughs. The use of humor, sarcasm, and self-deprecation adds depth and relatability, while moments of silence and unspoken understanding highlight the limits of language and the power of presence.

Analysis

August and Everything After is a deeply empathetic exploration of grief, addiction, forgiveness, and the messy, nonlinear process of healing. Through Quinn's journey, the novel examines how trauma can shape identity, relationships, and the stories we tell ourselves about what we deserve. The book's modern relevance is underscored by its unflinching portrayal of opioid addiction and the ripple effects of loss, as well as its nuanced depiction of mental health struggles. At its core, the story is about the courage to face the past, the necessity of self-forgiveness, and the transformative power of art and community. The relationships—romantic, familial, and platonic—are rendered with honesty and complexity, refusing easy resolutions in favor of hard-won growth. The novel's ultimate message is one of hope: that even the most broken among us can find connection, purpose, and the strength to begin again. In a world where so many feel isolated by their pain, August and Everything After offers a resonant reminder that healing is possible, and that every ending can be the start of something new.

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3.41 out of 5
Average of 5.2K ratings from Goodreads and Amazon.

August and Everything After receives mixed reviews averaging 3.41 stars. Critics frequently cite insta-love, rushed pacing, and a toxic romance between protagonists Quinn and Malcolm. Many readers expected a coming-of-age story about self-discovery but found it overly focused on romance. The relationship is criticized as unhealthy, with Malcolm portrayed as manipulative and emotionally unavailable. Positive aspects include Quinn's character growth, her relationship with her aunt, the Jersey Shore setting, and the realistic ending. Several reviewers appreciated the book's handling of grief, addiction, and finding oneself, though felt these themes deserved more depth.

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About the Author

Jennifer Salvato Doktorski is a New Jersey-based author who received a 2024 Fellowship from the New Jersey State Council on the Arts. She has written five YA novels, including How My Summer Went Up in Flames, Famous Last Words (a Bank Street College Best Children's Book), The Summer After You & Me (a YALSA Teens' Top 10), August & Everything After, and the forthcoming Finding Normal (2025). Her diverse work history includes writing obituaries for the North Jersey Herald & News, plus roles as speechwriter, ghostwriter, music zine editor, and various other positions. She spends summers at the Jersey Shore with her family.

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