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A Strange and Stubborn Endurance

A Strange and Stubborn Endurance

by Foz Meadows 2022 544 pages
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Exile and Betrothal

Velasin's exile and forced engagement

Velasin vin Aaro, a third son in Ralia, is summoned to his father's new estate, only to learn he is to be married off to a Tithenai noblewoman for political alliance. Unambitious and haunted by his own secrets, Velasin is thrust into a future he never chose. His father's ambitions and the shifting politics of the borderlands leave Velasin feeling like a pawn, his fate sealed by others' decisions. The weight of family expectation, the loss of his own agency, and the shadow of his sexuality in a conservative society set the stage for a journey marked by anxiety, resignation, and the faint hope of something better beyond the mountains.

Betrayal in the Garden

A lover's violence and exposure

Velasin's former lover, Killic, arrives unexpectedly, seeking reconciliation. Their confrontation turns violent—Killic assaults Velasin, leaving him traumatized and shamed. The attack is witnessed by a Tithenai envoy, Keletha, and Velasin's father, leading to public disgrace. The incident not only exposes Velasin's sexuality but also his vulnerability, shattering any illusion of safety or control. The trauma of betrayal and violence, compounded by the threat of scandal, pushes Velasin to the brink, setting him on a path of survival and reluctant transformation.

Shattered and Summoned

Despair, self-harm, and a new proposal

In the aftermath, Velasin spirals into despair, contemplating suicide. Markel, his loyal valet and friend, intervenes, offering comfort and grounding. The Tithenai envoy proposes a radical solution: instead of marrying a woman, Velasin will wed a man—Tiern Caethari Aeduria. This unexpected offer is both a lifeline and a new source of anxiety. Velasin's father, shamed and furious, exiles him, making clear that Velasin can never return home. With nothing left in Ralia, Velasin is forced to accept the new arrangement, embarking on a journey toward an unknown future.

A New Bargain

A marriage contract rewritten

The Tithenai envoy, Keletha, negotiates the new marriage contract, shifting the alliance from a political marriage to a woman to a union between men. Velasin, still reeling from trauma, is given little choice. The journey to Qi-Katai is arranged, with Markel at his side. The new bargain is fraught with uncertainty—Velasin's consent is more survival than desire, and the cultural differences between Ralia and Tithena loom large. The journey ahead is not just across mountains, but into a new identity, a new society, and a marriage that may offer either healing or further pain.

Crossing the Mountains

Perilous journey and inner turmoil

Velasin, Markel, and the Tithenai escort traverse the Snowjaw Mountains, facing both physical hardship and emotional exhaustion. The cold, the threat of bandits, and the relentless pace mirror Velasin's internal struggle. Nightmares and sleeplessness plague him, and the trauma of Killic's assault lingers. The journey is marked by moments of camaraderie and isolation, as Velasin tries to find his footing among strangers. The landscape is both beautiful and unforgiving, a crucible in which Velasin's endurance is tested, and the first hints of resilience begin to emerge.

Arrival in Qi-Katai

A city of new rules and dangers

The party arrives in Qi-Katai, where Velasin is thrust into a world of unfamiliar customs, gender roles, and political intrigue. He meets his betrothed, Caethari, for the first time—an encounter marked by awkwardness, mutual wariness, and the shadow of recent violence. An assassination attempt at the city gates wounds Markel, and Velasin's own life is threatened. The attack, claimed in the name of the Wild Knife, signals that Velasin's presence is not welcome, and that the marriage is more than a private affair—it is a flashpoint in a larger conflict.

The Wild Knife's Shadow

Political intrigue and shifting loyalties

As Velasin recovers and Markel heals, the household reels from the attack. The marriage is hastily formalized for Velasin's protection, but the threat of violence lingers. Caethari, the Wild Knife of legend, is both protector and stranger. The city's factions stir, and the question of who wants Velasin dead—and why—becomes urgent. The marriage, meant as a symbol of alliance, is instead a lightning rod for old grudges and new ambitions. Velasin and Caethari must navigate suspicion, cultural misunderstandings, and the ever-present danger of betrayal.

Marriage of Necessity

A union forged in crisis

The private marriage ceremony is both a shield and a prison. Velasin and Caethari, strangers bound by duty, struggle to find common ground. Their relationship is marked by caution, trauma, and the slow, tentative growth of trust. The city's politics intrude at every turn, and the threat of further attacks forces them into uneasy partnership. The marriage is not yet a source of comfort, but it is a space in which both men begin to see the possibility of something more than mere endurance—a chance, however fragile, for healing and connection.

Unveiling and Attack

Public celebration and sudden violence

The couple's arrival is marked by a public gathering, where Velasin is introduced to Qi-Katai's elite. The event is disrupted by another assassination attempt, this time more brazen and deadly. The attack exposes the depth of the conspiracy against them, and the city's divisions are laid bare. The violence is both a personal threat and a political statement, forcing Velasin and Caethari to confront the reality that their marriage is a battleground. The aftermath leaves them shaken, but also more closely allied, as survival becomes a shared imperative.

Night of Confessions

Trauma revealed and trust built

In the quiet after the attack, Velasin's trauma comes to the surface. He confesses the truth of Killic's assault to Caethari, fearing rejection or pity. Instead, Caethari responds with compassion and a vow of safety, forging a bond of trust that is deeper than duty. The night is a turning point—Velasin's vulnerability is met not with scorn, but with understanding. The two men agree to be friends, to build something new from the wreckage of their pasts. The marriage, once a sentence, becomes a space for mutual healing.

A Dangerous Alliance

Bandit attacks and bloodshed

The journey to Qi-Katai is interrupted by a violent bandit attack, in which Velasin is wounded and forced to kill for the first time. The violence is both physical and psychological, marking a loss of innocence and a hardening of resolve. The attack is not random—it is part of the larger web of threats surrounding the marriage. The experience binds Velasin and Caethari more closely, as they face danger together and begin to rely on each other's strengths. The alliance, once reluctant, becomes necessary for survival.

Blood on the Road

Unraveling the conspiracy

As the attacks continue, Velasin and Caethari investigate the source of the threats. Clues point to both internal and external enemies—corrupt officials, disaffected nobles, and foreign agents. The couple's partnership deepens as they work together, combining Velasin's political acumen with Caethari's martial skill. The investigation is fraught with danger, and the line between friend and foe blurs. The conspiracy is revealed to be more complex than anyone imagined, with personal and political motives intertwined. The stakes are raised, and the cost of failure becomes ever more dire.

The Gathering Storm

Family secrets and mounting tension

The investigation uncovers secrets within Caethari's own family—old wounds, rivalries, and ambitions that threaten to tear them apart. Laecia, Caethari's sister, emerges as a key player, her ambitions and resentments fueling the crisis. The marriage-gathering approaches, and the city is on edge. Velasin and Caethari, now more united, must navigate not only external threats but the treacherous waters of family politics. The storm is gathering, and the true enemy is closer than anyone suspects.

Truths and Treacheries

Revelations and betrayals

The marriage-gathering becomes the stage for a series of revelations. Killic, Velasin's former lover and assailant, reappears, manipulated by unseen hands. Poison, violence, and betrayal erupt in the midst of celebration. Laecia's role in the conspiracy is unmasked, her motivations laid bare—ambition, resentment, and a desperate need for recognition. The cost of truth is high: blood is spilled, and the family is shattered. Velasin and Caethari, tested to their limits, must choose between justice and mercy, survival and vengeance.

The Marriage-Gathering

Love, loss, and public reckoning

The marriage-gathering, meant as a celebration, becomes a crucible. Velasin and Caethari's relationship is tested by violence, public scrutiny, and the ghosts of their pasts. The couple's love, fragile and new, is forged in the fire of crisis. The gathering is both an ending and a beginning—a public reckoning with the past, and a tentative step toward a future built on trust, honesty, and mutual respect. The city, too, must reckon with its divisions, as the consequences of ambition and betrayal ripple outward.

Poison and Betrayal

Assassination and desperate escape

Laecia's plot comes to a head—poison, magic, and violence are unleashed in a final bid for power. Velasin and Caethari are captured, tortured, and forced to confront the depths of Laecia's ambition and pain. The escape is harrowing, marked by sacrifice and the testing of every bond. The cost of survival is high, and the wounds—physical and emotional—are deep. The couple's endurance is pushed to its limits, and the meaning of loyalty, love, and family is redefined in the crucible of crisis.

Sister's Ambition Unmasked

Confrontation, loss, and justice

The truth of Laecia's actions is revealed before the family and the city. Her ambition, born of neglect and longing, has led to murder and ruin. The confrontation is devastating—lives are lost, and the family is forever changed. Justice is both swift and tragic, as Laecia's magic turns deadly and she is killed in the chaos. The aftermath is marked by grief, reckoning, and the painful work of rebuilding. Velasin and Caethari, survivors of violence and betrayal, must find a way to move forward in a world forever altered.

Aftermath and Endurance

Healing, hope, and new beginnings

In the wake of tragedy, Velasin and Caethari begin the slow work of healing. The city mourns its dead, and the family grapples with loss and the burden of leadership. Riya steps into her new role as heir, and the couple's marriage, once a matter of necessity, becomes a source of comfort and hope. The trauma of the past lingers, but love and friendship offer the promise of renewal. Endurance, once a matter of survival, becomes a stubborn, strange hope—a refusal to be broken, and a commitment to building something new from the ashes.

Characters

Velasin vin Aaro

Exiled survivor seeking belonging

Velasin is a third son, unambitious and resigned to a life of obscurity until he is forced into a political marriage. Haunted by trauma—both from his family's neglect and the violence of his former lover—Velasin is a study in endurance. His relationship with Markel is his anchor, and his journey is one of reluctant transformation. Initially passive, Velasin's arc is one of gradual empowerment: he learns to assert his needs, confront his fears, and claim agency in a world that would use him as a pawn. His marriage to Caethari, first a sentence, becomes a space for healing, trust, and, ultimately, love.

Caethari Xai Aeduria

Warrior heir burdened by legacy

Caethari, known as the Wild Knife, is a skilled fighter and the son of Qi-Katai's ruler. He is both protector and outsider—valued for his martial prowess but uncertain of his place in the family's succession. Haunted by the expectations of leadership and the scars of past relationships, Caethari is drawn to Velasin's vulnerability and strength. His arc is one of learning to trust, to offer and accept vulnerability, and to balance duty with desire. His relationship with Velasin is transformative, challenging his assumptions and opening him to the possibility of love beyond survival.

Markel

Loyal friend and silent witness

Markel, Velasin's mute valet, is more than a servant—he is confidant, protector, and the embodiment of steadfast loyalty. His muteness is both a vulnerability and a source of power, allowing him to observe and understand what others miss. Markel's relationship with Velasin is deeply intimate, built on years of shared hardship and mutual rescue. He is a survivor in his own right, and his presence is a constant reminder of the possibility of trust and chosen family. Markel's arc is one of quiet strength, agency, and the subtle assertion of his own desires and boundaries.

Laecia Siva Aeduria

Ambitious sister driven by neglect

Laecia is Caethari's younger sister, brilliant and overlooked, whose longing for recognition curdles into resentment and ambition. Denied magical training and inheritance, she becomes the architect of the conspiracy that nearly destroys her family. Her arc is tragic—a descent from hope to violence, driven by the pain of being unseen. Laecia's actions are both monstrous and deeply human, a testament to the corrosive power of neglect and the desperate need for validation. Her end is both justice and tragedy, a warning about the costs of ambition untempered by love.

Keletha

Mediator and cultural bridge

Keletha, the Tithenai envoy and a kem (third-gender), is a figure of wisdom, diplomacy, and subtle power. Thir role is to negotiate the marriage alliance, but thir presence is also a challenge to Ralian norms and a source of comfort for Velasin. Keletha's understanding of both cultures allows thim to navigate the complexities of the alliance, and thir compassion is a quiet force for healing. Keletha's arc is one of mediation, advocacy, and the assertion of dignity in the face of prejudice.

Tieren Halithar Aeduria

Patriarch torn by tradition

Caethari's father, the ruler of Qi-Katai, is a man shaped by duty, tradition, and the burdens of leadership. His decisions—both wise and blind—set the stage for the family's tragedy. He is both loving and limited, unable to see the needs of his children until it is too late. His death is the catalyst for the final reckoning, and his legacy is one of both strength and sorrow.

Yasa Kithadi Taedu

Matriarch and political force

Caethari's grandmother, Yasa Kithadi, is a formidable presence—sharp, ambitious, and unyielding. Her rivalry with Tieren Halithar over succession is both personal and political, and her relationship with her grandchildren is complex. She is both a source of support and a reminder of the costs of power. Her arc is one of reckoning with loss, the limits of control, and the necessity of compassion.

Riya Aeduria

Heir shaped by loss

Caethari's elder sister, Riya, is pragmatic, witty, and ultimately chosen as heir in the wake of tragedy. Her arc is one of stepping into responsibility, balancing grief with the demands of leadership. Her relationship with her siblings is marked by both rivalry and deep affection, and her willingness to negotiate new forms of family—through chosen paternity and unconventional alliances—signals hope for a more inclusive future.

Killic vin Lato

Charismatic abuser and tragic pawn

Killic, Velasin's former lover, is both seducer and betrayer. His violence and manipulation are the catalyst for Velasin's exile and trauma. Used by others as a tool of political violence, Killic's end is both justice and tragedy—a reminder of the dangers of unchecked desire and the ways in which personal wounds can be weaponized by larger forces.

Ren Adan Akaii

Merchant conspirator and survivor

Ren Adan, a half-Khytoi merchant, is Laecia's co-conspirator and the architect of much of the violence. Ambitious and pragmatic, he is both a victim and perpetrator, caught in the web of Laecia's schemes. His arc is one of complicity, survival, and the limits of loyalty.

Plot Devices

Forced Marriage as Catalyst

Marriage as both prison and possibility

The central device is the forced political marriage, which serves as both a source of conflict and a crucible for transformation. The marriage is initially a sentence for both Velasin and Caethari, but becomes a space for healing, trust, and the redefinition of family. The device allows for the exploration of consent, agency, and the ways in which love can emerge from necessity.

Dual Narrative Structure

Alternating perspectives for emotional depth

The novel alternates between Velasin's and Caethari's points of view, allowing for a nuanced exploration of trauma, healing, and the slow growth of intimacy. This structure creates dramatic irony, deepens character development, and allows the reader to inhabit both the outsider's and insider's perspectives on culture, family, and love.

Political Intrigue and Misdirection

Conspiracy, red herrings, and shifting alliances

The plot is driven by a web of political intrigue—assassination attempts, betrayals, and shifting loyalties. The use of misdirection (the Wild Knife as scapegoat, the true enemy within the family) creates suspense and forces the characters to question their assumptions. The gradual unveiling of the conspiracy is marked by foreshadowing, false leads, and the interplay of personal and political motives.

Trauma and Healing as Narrative Engine

Survival, confession, and mutual rescue

The novel foregrounds trauma—not just as backstory, but as an active force shaping character and plot. The confessions, moments of vulnerability, and acts of mutual rescue are not just emotional beats, but turning points in the narrative. The healing process is slow, nonlinear, and marked by setbacks, but it is also the source of the novel's hope and ultimate resolution.

Magic as Social and Political Tool

Magic as both weapon and metaphor

Magic in the novel is not just a source of spectacle, but a tool of power, control, and resistance. Its use (and abuse) is tied to questions of consent, agency, and social hierarchy. The contrast between Ralian and Tithenai attitudes toward magic mirrors the larger cultural and political tensions, and the climactic use of magic in the final confrontation is both literal and symbolic.

Analysis

A Strange and Stubborn Endurance is a powerful meditation on trauma, survival, and the possibility of love in a world shaped by violence and political machination. At its heart, the novel is about endurance—not just the ability to survive, but the stubborn, strange hope that something better is possible. Through the forced marriage of Velasin and Caethari, the story explores the ways in which agency can be reclaimed, trust rebuilt, and new forms of family forged from the ashes of old wounds. The dual narrative structure allows for a nuanced exploration of both personal and political transformation, while the intricate web of intrigue and betrayal grounds the emotional arc in real stakes. The novel's treatment of trauma is both honest and compassionate, refusing easy answers or quick fixes. Instead, it offers a vision of healing as a slow, communal process—one that requires vulnerability, honesty, and the willingness to risk hope. In a world where violence and neglect threaten to define the future, the novel insists on the possibility of renewal, the necessity of chosen family, and the enduring power of love.

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A Strange and Stubborn Endurance receives mixed reviews, with many praising its queer representation, political intrigue, and romantic elements. Readers appreciate the sensitive handling of trauma and the slow-burn romance between Velasin and Caethari. Some criticize the pacing and plot predictability, while others find the worldbuilding and character development compelling. The book's themes of healing, acceptance, and cultural differences resonate with many readers. Overall, it's frequently compared to other queer fantasy romances and polarizes opinions, with some hailing it as a masterpiece and others finding it underwhelming.

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Foz Meadows is a queer SFF author based in California. They are known for their inclusive and diverse fantasy works, exploring themes of gender, sexuality, and politics. Meadows has gained recognition for their ability to blend romance with complex world-building and intricate plots. Their writing style is often described as engaging and emotionally resonant, particularly in their portrayal of LGBTQ+ characters and relationships. Meadows' work has garnered both critical acclaim and a dedicated readership within the SFF community. Their novels often feature queer protagonists navigating fantastical settings while grappling with personal and societal challenges.

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