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A Need to Kill

A Need to Kill

The True-Crime Account of John Joubert, Nebraska's Most Notorious Serial Child Killer
by Mark Pettit 2013 265 pages
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Key Takeaways

1. John Joubert's Childhood: A Genesis of Dark Fantasies

Never during this time did he tell anyone about his bizarre fantasies.

Early family turmoil. John Joubert's childhood was marked by parental conflict and divorce, leading to a sense of loneliness and displacement. At six, he began harboring violent fantasies, initially targeting his babysitter, which quickly escalated to thoughts of murder and cannibalism. These disturbing daydreams became increasingly realistic and were kept a closely guarded secret.

Social isolation. Joubert struggled to fit in with peers, often feeling like an outcast due to his small stature and perceived differences. Teased and ignored, he retreated further into himself, exacerbating his internal world of violent thoughts. This isolation was compounded by frequent moves, first to a cramped apartment, then to Portland, Maine, where he continued to feel disconnected.

A crushing rumor. A misunderstanding in sixth grade, where he affirmed being "gay" (meaning happy), led to a devastating rumor of homosexuality that haunted him through high school. This public shaming, combined with his inability to form meaningful relationships, deepened his emotional wounds and further fueled his internal turmoil, leaving him with a festering sense of hurt and anger.

2. Early Attacks in Maine: A Pattern of Violence Emerges

Only then did John Joubert realize that his fantasies had caused real pain to real people, and that frightened him.

Practice attacks. Joubert's violent fantasies began to manifest in real-world attacks in Maine, starting with a girl he stabbed with a broken pencil. He later attempted to abduct Chris Day and another young girl, but both escaped. These early attempts, which he considered "practice," revealed a developing modus operandi and a chilling detachment from his victims.

Ricky Stetson's murder. In August 1982, Joubert murdered 11-year-old Ricky Stetson near Back Cove in Portland. Ricky was jogging when Joubert, on his ten-speed bike, abducted and stabbed him multiple times. The pathologist noted unusual bite marks on the boy's body, a detail that would later become crucial.

Temporary cessation. The realization that his actions caused real pain, coupled with the fear of being caught, led Joubert to temporarily cease his attacks. He joined the Air Force, seeking a new start and a solid friendship, which provided a brief respite from his violent urges. However, the underlying psychological issues remained unresolved.

3. Nebraska: A New Environment, Persistent Urges

Afflicted with rumors he’d hoped were buried with his past, Joubert burned with new anger.

A fresh start sours. John Joubert arrived at Offutt Air Force Base in Nebraska hoping to escape his past, but his optimism quickly faded. The hot, humid weather made him ill, and more significantly, rumors of homosexuality resurfaced, causing his only close friend, Erik Braden, to distance himself. This renewed social isolation plunged Joubert into a deep depression.

The "need to kill" returns. With his emotional state deteriorating, Joubert's violent fantasies intensified, and his "need to kill" resurfaced. He began cruising the streets, armed with a knife, rope, and surgical tape (obtained after a self-inflicted injury), actively seeking victims. Despite several near misses, his compulsion grew stronger.

A deceptive persona. Joubert maintained a facade of normalcy, even becoming an assistant scoutmaster for Troop 4 in Bellevue. He impressed scout leader Donald Shipman with his Eagle Scout background and clean-cut appearance, offering safety advice to the boys. This role provided him proximity to potential victims while masking his true intentions, making him appear as an asset to the community.

4. Danny Joe Eberle's Abduction: Terror Strikes Bellevue

“Please don’t kill me! Please!” The words echoed inside Joubert’s head, like shouts in a cave.

The abduction. On September 18, 1983, 13-year-old paperboy Danny Joe Eberle was abducted by John Joubert while on his route in Bellevue. Joubert, driving his Nova, followed Danny Joe, then confronted him, binding his hands and feet with rope and taping his mouth. He then placed the terrified boy in his car trunk.

A brutal murder. Joubert drove Danny Joe to a remote field, where he stabbed the boy multiple times in the back and chest, and slit his neck. He then bit the boy's body and carved a star-like design on his leg, fulfilling his cannibalistic fantasies. The crime was meticulously planned yet executed with a chilling detachment.

Community in fear. Danny Joe's disappearance and the subsequent discovery of his body plunged Bellevue into terror. The community, particularly parents, became hyper-vigilant, fearing another attack. Joubert, meanwhile, relived the crime, finding satisfaction in the power it gave him, and masturbated to the memory of Danny Joe's pleas.

5. The Frustrating Search: False Leads and Mounting Pressure

“It’s easy to kill little kids. No matter how many law-enforcement officers you have, it’s easy to kill little kids. We wanted to stop him before he killed again.”

Intense investigation. The FBI, led by Agent John Evans, joined the Sarpy County Sheriff's Department and Bellevue Police in a massive task force. The case was initially compared to the unsolved Johnny Gosch kidnapping, but FBI profiler Bob Ressler concluded it was likely a local, youthful white male with sexual deviance, not a serial killer.

Misleading evidence and false suspects. The investigation was plagued by false leads, including a pathologist's error regarding a pebble found in Danny Joe's mouth. A prime suspect, Alvin Terry, a known sexual deviant, was nearly charged based on hair evidence and a failed polygraph, but a second polygraph cleared him. This led to the "Terry Treatment," where every suspect's alibi was rigorously checked.

The "Pervert Squad." A "Pervert Squad" was formed, interrogating known sexual deviants like Major Kenyon Ellis and Nick Buttress, who preyed on vulnerable boys. This extensive effort, though uncovering other crimes, yielded no direct leads in the Eberle case, leaving law enforcement frustrated and the community increasingly fearful.

6. Christopher Walden's Murder: The Killer Strikes Again

“So many times we look back and say…if we had only taken him to school that morning.”

Renewed terror. Seventy-nine days after Danny Joe's murder, 12-year-old Christopher Walden disappeared on his way to school, reigniting panic in Bellevue. His parents, Steve and Sue, were devastated, having grown closer to Chris after his past struggles with stealing. The community's brief sense of security shattered, replaced by a chilling dread just weeks before Christmas.

A similar modus operandi. Joubert, still feeling the "need to kill," abducted Chris near Pawnee Elementary. He forced Chris into his car, drove him to a wooded area, and, despite Chris's pleas and struggles, stabbed him multiple times and slit his throat. The white snow ran red with blood, mirroring the brutality of the previous crime.

Parents' anguish. Steve and Sue Walden faced the agonizing task of appealing to the public for their son's return, then the crushing news of his death. The discovery of Chris's body, stripped and discarded, confirmed the community's worst fears: the killer was still active and ruthless, leaving an indelible scar on the town.

7. Barbara Weaver's Bravery: The Crucial Breakthrough

“59-L5154…59-L5154…59-L5…Call the police! 59-L…”

A mother's prayer. Preschool director Barbara Weaver, deeply affected by the murders, prayed for God to use her to help catch the killer. On January 11, 1984, John Joubert, driving a rental car, pulled into the Aldersgate United Methodist Church driveway, where Barbara worked.

Confrontation and escape. Joubert, seeking a new victim, approached Barbara, asking for directions and to use a phone. Barbara, sensing danger and recognizing him as the killer, lied about the phone and, when he grabbed for the door, bolted past him. She ran, repeating his license plate number to herself, convinced he was trying to run her down.

The critical clue. Barbara reached the parsonage, hysterically relaying the license plate number to Nancy Kelly and Pastor David Kelly. This crucial detail, 59-L5154, linked to a rental car Joubert was using, provided the first concrete lead. Her courage, combined with the earlier, partially accurate hypnotic recall from Cheryl Baumgartner (who saw a "green" sign, later identified as a "BIKE ROUTE" sign near the crime scene), directly led investigators to Joubert.

8. Joubert's Confession: A Cold, Calculated Account

“Why did I kill those boys?” Joubert moaned.

Capture and interrogation. John Joubert was apprehended at Offutt Air Force Base, where investigators found the distinctive rope used in the murders in his duffel bag. During interrogation, he initially feigned ignorance but was visibly shaken by the discovery of the rope. FBI Agent Chuck Kempf, Lieutenant Jim Sanderson, and Captain Don Carlson pressed him, using psychological tactics.

The "good John/bad John" approach. Lieutenant Sanderson, sensing Joubert was on the verge of confessing, suggested a "good John/bad John" dynamic, offering an "out" for the "bad John" who committed the crimes. This tactic prompted Joubert to break down, asking, "Why did I kill those boys?"

A chilling narrative. Joubert confessed to both murders, recounting the details with a chilling lack of emotion, as if discussing routine work. He even requested to speak with his scout troop friend, Jeremy Culver, assuring him he was never in danger. His confession revealed a meticulous, ritualistic approach to his crimes, driven by deep-seated compulsions.

9. Psychological Insights: The Mind of a Serial Killer

“He was able simply to have no feelings, to really not be able to identify with his victims. He felt no sympathy, no sense of suffering. He was able to remove himself, as if they were biology experiments.”

Complex diagnosis. Psychiatric evaluations revealed Joubert as a highly intelligent individual (IQ 123) with a complex personality disorder, including obsessive-compulsive and schizoid traits, and sexual sadism. Doctors noted his emotional coldness, inability to empathize, and a profound detachment from his actions and victims.

Fantasies and reality. Joubert's crimes were the culmination of years of bizarre fantasies, often involving cannibalism and a confusion between sex and violence. These fantasies, initially a private escape, eventually compelled him to act them out in reality, seeking a satisfaction that even murder failed to fully provide. He meticulously planned his "hunts" and executions.

Lack of remorse. Despite intellectually acknowledging the wrongfulness of his actions, Joubert displayed a striking absence of genuine remorse for his victims. His regret was primarily self-focused, wondering how he could engage in such behavior. Psychiatrists concluded he was not insane but driven by irrational, uncontrollable forces, posing a high risk for repeat offenses.

10. Justice and Lasting Grief: The Community's Scar

“He’s a cold, ruthless killer who likes to kill little kids. If he gets out of prison, he’ll kill little kids again. It’s as simple as that.”

Guilty plea and sentencing. On July 3, 1984, John Joubert pleaded guilty to the first-degree murders of Danny Joe Eberle and Christopher Walden. A three-judge panel, considering psychiatric reports and letters from the victims' families and Joubert's mother, unanimously sentenced him to death in Nebraska's electric chair.

Mothers' powerful pleas. The mothers of Danny Joe and Chris wrote poignant letters to the judges, expressing their profound grief, anger, and conviction that Joubert deserved the death penalty to prevent him from harming other children. Their words, though deemed to have "no probative value" by the panel, underscored the immeasurable loss and the community's demand for justice.

An enduring legacy of fear. The murders left an indelible mark on Bellevue, transforming a once-innocent community. Parents held their children tighter, and a pervasive fear lingered for years. The tragedy served as a stark reminder of the vulnerability of children and the enduring pain inflicted by such senseless acts, forever changing how residents viewed their safety.

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